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2011-12-25T07:59:00.007+08:00

Hey world, Merry Christmas! And good morning... I could barely fall asleep last night, not because I was feeling super excited over my Christmas stockings wondering if there's any Christmas gifts in exchange, but in fact I've this thing that boggles my mind so much so that I can hardly sleep, barely had any appetite. Hmm, but before I blog out how I really felt about one incident, I would like to have a short little paragraph about this Christmas. Well, as time passes by, each year's Christmas seems so different to me. Frankly speaking, it doesn't even feel like a festive occasion to me anymore but just another ordinary day. As I grow older, I won't ask much for Christmas anymore. I merely wanted happiness. That's all I could ever ask for. What do I mean by happiness? Well, it basically refers to health to the people around me, simple joys like seeing friends and family showing care and concern for one another. If one day, I really mean ONE DAY, a celebration was held on this occasion, a gathering and

exchange of gifts among friends and family, that would be... awesome?

My last time receiving Christmas presents. Now I really wonder how my mum did this.

It's like a bonus to me. So, as I said I could barely fall sleep a wink last night, I remembered vividly that I was awake automatically at 5.45am, or probably earlier.., I'm tired but I just couldn't fall asleep. My parents were still sleeping soundly and as always, I remember I have the stockings hung on my door knob like this.

Then I went to feel it but I felt nothing inside and I felt a little disappointed at that moment. I was even thinking, "Oh well, I'm 18, I really am a grownup now. Should quit behaving like a little kid yearning for Christmas presents." And I went back to my bed, not sure if I was staring at the ceiling or whatever I was doing, the past few days I've been like this, I'm like a zombie wandering around aimlessly when I went out alone on my own, and yes speaking of which I couldn't believe I actually went out on my own, 2 times some more, just to get gifts for this awesome friend of mine and also at the same time, I was really really in a not-sure-what-to-do-in-life mode(or should I say am?). So I actually went to tell my mum that I'd like to go out on my own to take a breather and also to get gifts. I guess she was really taken by surprise that I'd have done that because I never used to do that in the past. She thought I was insane.(Oh well perhaps I really was lol) Oh and back to the topic, I went back to my bed. After a couple of minutes my mum woke up, I closed my eyes and I heard some noises like opening of the drawer and followed by that I heard the sound of notes. I heard footsteps of my mum too. I guess she was like pacing up and down and perhaps at the same time making sure that I was really soundly asleep lol, then she walked up to the door and clandestinely stuffed in some notes into the stockings! Ahhhhh-ha! I caught Santa!#lame. But seriously, so I've been really deceived throughout the past 18 years of my life?! LOL! Well but anyway, as I was quietly peeping at what my mum was doing, I secretly teared a little. Of course not because of the fact that I found out there's no Santa, but I was kind of like moved to tears. It's beyond words, really. I don't know what more can I say, I just have to say that...

Dear Mum, thanks a lot for all that you've been doing for me. Whenever I'm down, you are always here for me to pour my woes and frustrations to you. I'm blessed to have you as my mum, you dote on me so much so that you even support me to go to the extent of purchasing branded stuff which is really super duper hella expensive. But most importantly, I'm thankful that you are always there for me no matter what happened. Though you might be loud at times, I know it's all out of care and concern. So yeah, thanks a lot mum! (L)

And the next thing I wanna blog about it's this incident that I said earlier, boggles me too much.

Expectation versus Reality. Expectation? This is really heart-wrenching. Each time when I expect something like this to happen, it is really far beyond my expectation, which speaks about the reality. It is cruel. Every single time I will tell myself to keep my expectation to the minimal, expect less and I'll be happier... Sigh. And I seriously can't figure it out why people's behavior are just so weird at times. I know there will be changes in life, I know people change and things change. It's just that... I honestly couldn't accept the fact that people's behavior can be changed so sudden. And I hate myself for being such a person that I will always bottle up to my own, I swear I don't wish to keep things to myself as well. Sidetrack awhile, sometimes I really dislike people whose attitude towards you can be changed that fast. Even if you dun say, my intuition sense it all. I'm pretty much a very intuitive person. I believe there must be a reason that causes one's behavior to change towards somebody. They might be very close to each other last week, and one week later or even just one day later things change and out of the sudden you dunno what to say but somewhat or somehow you just can sense the distance between the two of you. It really upsets me a lot when things like that happen. And I'm so pissed with myself that I couldn't find a good way to express it out. I don't wish to deliver the wrong message to you that might cause misunderstanding between us and result in unhappiness. Sometimes, I really don't wish to let my dull mood affect the people around me, but I just can't help it. I'm so afraid of miscommunication. When people ask me what's wrong, especially those people whom I really want to stay close to them in life, I really appreciate the thought of this and I can be so delighted when my close friends spotted that I wasn't in a good mood perhaps and you asked what happened out of concern. Trust me, it's not that I didn't wish to say but whenever this happens, I totally wished I could just spam out all the words I've been keeping inside my heart for so long but I just can't bring myself to do it! It's like for a moment I've turned into a complete mute out of the sudden. I'm so upset and enraged at myself. Who will ever understand this..? Come to think of it, I am sincerely very apologetic towards people whom I've once thrown tantrums to them. I was just so frustrated and raged with myself that I just can't bring myself to open up to speak my mind. It wasn't intentional! :( I treasure kinship and friendship a lot. Friendship, yes I cherish my friends a lot. A LOT A LOT. As the chinese saying goes, " 在家靠父母，在外靠朋友。" which is so freaking true. So what if you have 10000000 friends on facebook? I don't need a lot, I just need one true friend who is willing to stand by me during my hard times, share the joy and woes with me. That's all I ever need, so does everyone else right? I thank those who are true to me, thanks for being there for me and those who helped me a lot a lot. Really grateful and blessed to have met these true friends in my life. And I will always pray for you all and your family good health and happiness. Love ya'll. (L) And I guess ever since I entered tertiary education, I came to realize I treasure and love my friends more than ever now. It dawned on me how lonely and pathetic I'd have been without meeting this extraordinary awesome best friend of mine! Really am very grateful towards you and that's why I always treat ya especially nice because to me, you're extraordinary okay. Haha. Alright to be serious, had it not been you, who knows I'd have died long ago, in studies, yeah. Many many thanks to you. It's beyond words to express my gratitude towards you. (L)

For those who judged me so hard when you didn't even get to me well enough, and you went badmouthing me behind my back. Once is enough to leave this blemish in my heart. I'll just say bye to you forever. (But also depends on certain situation and who is it) But I also ought to thank you for making me realize there are all kinds of people whom you might need to beware of in real life. No one can ever live without friends and family. Friends, there are some who are really, merely just friends, you say hi and bye to each other and that's it. But for some friends, you will cry once they are gone, you will, and some are just worth dying for. Some friends have already left a super deep impression on me that they are really like family to me. They occupy a part of my life, of great importance whom I will never want to lose them.

"It takes a long time to grow an old friend." - John Leonard

True enough, it takes a long time to grow an old friend. Friendship that happens naturally to me is the best friendship ever in life. Sometimes, we may quarrel, but I think true friends shouldn't be calculative. Last night, this great net friend of mine sent me a message which I think it is really meaningful. Especially this sentence, " 你成了我的朋友就成了我永远的牵挂，如果哪天没有我的信息，并不代表我不想你。其实朋友就是这样，从来无需想起，因为不曾忘记！"

Thanks so much for everything. Thanks for your Christmas card as well. It's really very thoughtful of you to send me a Christmas card. You are a really really great net friend to me! (L)

P/s: I'm not targeting any particular person in this entry. But some words are still better left unsaid.

2011-12-16T15:55:00.001+08:00

IT'S FRIDAY, FRIDAY, GONNA GET DOWN ON FRIDAY!

I'm missing someone right now. :3

2011-11-27T19:40:00.003+08:00

Hi guys wassup?! I've been really busy with my assignments lately. My mind is in a blank currently. I was pondering whether I should go for a run to unwind myself because I haven't been running for 2 weeks plus. Wanted to go for a run last week but I was caught with fever out of the blue. This life really is disgusting. It's been a really really messed up week, having to chiong my Understanding for Financial Statements report and powerpoint slides (yeah because some of my teammates went missing in action.) and I was really really mad when I saw my only direct bus to school drove past me on one hot afternoon. I literally screamed and shouted at my neighbourhood, really mad. Apparently, I have tons of assignments which I need to complete but I've no idea what have I been doing for the whole of today. Sketches? Yea I did sketch but it's like shit. Gotta work harder. Oh and speaking about sketching assignment, I finally scored an A+ for my facial expressions assignment! Philip finally gave me an A, I was soooo delighted! But then again, there's nothing much to rejoice about because it's not like I've scored an A for this module. -.- Well, life sucks and the assignments are piling up madly. I haven't done rigging and oh, not because I didn't want to do but I seriously suck at 3D....... There is just so much that I want to type it out but it seems like I've a mental block right now. Kay, so that's it for now. BYE.

2011-11-11T18:01:00.004+08:00

Hi people, it's time for me to blog since I haven't been blogging lately. Well, I guess everyone of my age is currently super duper busy with their hectic schedule, chionging assignments and studying for quizzes and tests and all that yeah? Ha, all the best guys! This route is never easy.. Especially when you're doing digital animation. I know right, it sounds cool, when random people asked me, "What course are you studying now?" I'll just say, "Oh, animation." and tbh I feel quite proud of it for a second because everyone thinks that animation is something cool! Frankly speaking ever since I got into this course, year 1 was still barely manageable. Year 2, after my streaming and I've gotten into this animation course, I feel suffocated. There were many times I told myself to press on.

Despite that, it doesn't really work. I know I'm being ridiculous. This wasn't my first choice course for your information. Anyway, the reason why I put this as my second choice 2 years ago is because I've been traumatized by the overwhelming workload and almost couldn't deal with the stress of O levels. So I told mum after my O's I'll be going for some course that's just project-based work. But still, that's my second choice. Thanks to this course, I learned to appreciate animators and a modeller's hard work. I learn to appreciate all the cartoon network shows now. (yeah you might think that I'm freaking funny because I didn't watch cartoon in the past yet I'm in this course learning how to do cartoon shows) I know I shouldn't complain much because everyone is doing the same. Every path is tough to walk.

I don't deny the fact that sometimes I really hated this a lot. All these times I've been tearing, perhaps nobody will know the main reason hiding behind. It's tough, but I'm still glad I met a great friend in my school. :) Yeah that's the only thing I'm happy about lol. And there are also some friends who are nice as well..perchance... Still, I'd like to thank those who stood by me at my hard times. I'm grateful for those who showed me concern as well, be it just a three-word "Are you okay?"

Anyway, the past few days weren't that great. My work is in a big mess and it's been quite badly criticized. Secondly, I've been so called being scolded in front of my friends by a lecturer. Regarding that I feel super... gahh I dunno how to say. Forget it. I just feel really lousy right now. Alright, I shall get going. Just marked a history in my blog on 11/11/11. Ciao~

2011-10-16T14:04:00.002+08:00

School is starting tomorrow, everyone is back to the stressful life. Gonna fight for another 2 months plus. The worst thing is, I will miss all the fun times I had during the holidays! Especially the babes D':

Okay I have no time to blog now I gotta go pack my room. Mama asked me to throw away my O levels coursework sigh... There goes my effort. Anyway, here's a very very super duper random picture of some korean drama show which this stupid Kian Yong screenshot it and sent me like few months ago. He said this girl looks like me. LOL! Whatcha think?

Anyway, back to the stressful life, gotta cope with all the damn damn damn assignments again especially the freaking MAYA which I hate most in my entire life. Okay and I've a financial statements quiz on the second week of school already! That's like super fast and yes 2 months will fly~

2011-10-08T20:38:00.007+08:00

HELLO PEOPLEEEEEEEEE! Today's entry is about the photoshoot I went yesterday. It's a photoshoot for my school cover brochure according to the lecturer who rang me up last Friday and told me they've chosen me as the cover girl for my school. Excited? Yes, definitely ! So the photoshoot actually went like this:

Thankfully Amanda tagged along with me! I would be so afraid to go alone! Becos when we reached there by cab, the area and building looks so old and the lift looks creepy too. It's like some kind of warehouse building. So when we reached there, Fabian came out and I couldn't recognize him. He was like "Hi Alida." and I gave him the who-the-heck are you face. (FYI Fabian is the lecturer who phoned me for the photoshoot in school previously.) He brought us in to the photography studio. I took a seat and the make-up session began! It's cool because that was actually the first time I had a proper make-up. It wasn't that bad after all speaking of the entire experience, except there were many awkward moments during the photo-taking process, LOL! Guess what after I put on makeup, I couldn't recognize myself!!!! While I was having my makeup the photographer came over and introduced himself to me. He asked me whether I'm local because he said I look like a thai to him. HAHAHA! I look like thai? WOW, that's the first time I actually heard people say I look like thai LOL ! I also had my hair permed for the first time in my life. Perm hair for the first time LOL! Totally look different!

Coming up next was the outfit. I had to change into their outfit and when I came out, Amanda said she actually wanted to laugh out loud but she didn't because there were a lot of people there. -.- Yeah the outfit was totally effing AWESOME LOL. So here it goes... I will just post one photo for those who are curious of how I looked like to see...

Tadaaaa!!! No it's not me!

Too many awkward poses the photographer asked me to pose. They wanted to doll me up as some sweet cutie pie or something. So they actually asked me to do some act cute poses and expressions for the photo taking! OMG! But that's so NOT me! I seriously have no idea how to act cute alright?! I mean, seriously, I can't wink to take glamorous cute photos, I'll end up looking like some ugly shat. Many many many of the shots, I bet I was having unnatural poses! It's super awkward! And many people were staring. Hmm, then there's a few shots I took with a SUPER HANDSOME guy! But the photos ended up like ... cos the guy is like so tall and good looking and me standing beside him, totally makes my self-esteem go down to the drain~

I doubt they are going to use those photos for the brochure thingy... Anddd I guess my cover is not going to make it. I could barely recognize myself with my makeup on and the hair permed!!!

OH AND THEY EVEN PUT A HAIRBAND ON MY HEAD.

But well, after all it's a great experience. It's fun even though I didn't manage to fulfill their requirement of how they want the photos turn out to be. My apologies to that! :( Even IF my photos ain't chosen for the cover eventually, I'd have no regrets because I enjoyed the process! I felt like some big shot for 3 hours HAHA! I had worn proper makeups before, thanks to this I've had my hair permed for one day and I know exactly how I look like with a different hairstyle! I was a "big shot" for 3 hours! Why do I say that? Because during the process, when my hair falls out of place or something, the hairstylist will immediately stop the photographer from taking photos of me until my hair looks neat and tidy! Using hairspray to spray on my hair... Makeup artist will make sure the makeup is still on my face. Hmmm and if my clothes is untidy, there will be assistant who came to adjust the clothes for me. WOWOWOW I felt like a boss/star totally! LOL! Except that I wasn't professional enough to take photos... Sighhhh hahaha~

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Oh! I went to visit my Swizzie cousin today again! It's so cool having angmoh cousins! :P I thought I'd have a hard time communicating with her because I ain't good getting used to their angmohish accent. She asked me go for a walk with her today and I agreed! It actually turns out better than what I've expected! I'm quite happy about it! Heheheh. At night, we had dinner together as a whole family. I'm very contented. :')

2011-09-24T12:33:00.002+08:00

Hi guys WHASSUP?! This is me blogging about my frustration over my IS module rankings! Okay so here it goes. As you know, Ngee Ann always offers additional COMPULSORY modules for ALL students to choose which module they are keen to study. (Okay but I've no idea why some modules never offer this IS at all. UNFAIR!)

So, previously the choices were pretty unfair because it's based on first-come-first-serve basis. And I didn't manage to get into my business studies or fashion design the other time because the page hanged and my desired module was being taken by other students already. And end up I chose "Understanding Relationship" as my module. Oh but I had no regrets choosing that module! In fact I thought I was really lucky to have chosen this because it broadens my mind about relationships and it enlightens me quite a lot. I met a good lecturer and that's why I don't find this module boring at all! Rather, it's PRETTY INTERESTING! And I guess this module will definitely help to solve your relationship problems if you have any. I wouldn't mind retaking this module! But I won't have the chance to take this module anymore because I've passed it and I gotta move on to choose some other modules.

Thus, I'm fretting over which module to choose currently. The deadline is due TONIGHT 11:59PM and I've already done my rankings! FYI the school offers a better solution and it's A BIT MORE FAIR as compared to the previous time. So this time round, the school will pick ten choices for you and out of the 10 you got to choose 6 and rank them accordingly from the module you most preferred (1) to the one you least preferred. (6). Yup so I've made my choices and I'm not sure if it's the best for me. I know I will undergo a lot of stress but well I think I'm getting quite sick of Arts stuff so I'm thinking whether I should go for business now? Anyway below is my ranking. I haven't made any changes since the first day. HAHA.

So whatcha think? I hope I'm able to cope with financial statements though! I'm not too sure what this module offers but it sounds good to me. I think I shall not change my choice anymore since I've no idea which is the best for me anyway...

2011-09-12T12:16:00.004+08:00

Hello! Thought I haven't been blogging for quite some time and since it's the holidays now, I shall make time for my blog and get you updated on my recent activities! Basically, for the past 1 month plus of my holiday, there were many hangouts involved, shopping, organised a class outing on the second week of holiday, met up with my long time no see childhood friend!

I've already like completed most of the things which I intend to do for this holiday. Yes I'd made my way to the dental, I bought many many new clothes, I managed to hang out with my friends as always during the holiday, I visited the gym. Things I haven't started are left with doing the birthday cards, swimming(which I'm planning to do so today), I haven't been practising my drawings(oh shucks D:), I haven't packed my room!

Speaking about packing my room, I really wish there's a new wardrobe which will be able to provide spacious room to contain all my clothes and dresses. I always have a hard time choosing my outfit whenever I'm heading out! I just went to take a look at the amount of clothes I own now, I have about 18 tank tops, 5 dresses, a few shorts and skirts, 3 tubes, only 2 presentable tee shirts (LOL), and I haven't counted long sleeve clothes so I'm not sure how many I have for that. So that more or less concludes the amount of clothes I have and my dressing sense... I realised actually I have more sleeveless tops than long-sleeved ones. I have so many tank tops! -_-

I need to spend time to browse through my clothes again! And there are quite a few which is like too uncomfortable for me to wear it anymore. Gotta clear my wardrobe soon after I make a trip to Ikea. Btw, IF YOU'RE REALLY READING MY BLOG, I'LL REALLY APPRECIATE IT.

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Okay I think I'm having mental block right now. I can't seem to remember what I wanted to blog previously. Till then. TATA!

2011-08-25T23:52:00.003+08:00

Oh my gosh I'm feeling super guilty now towards a friend. I'm truly sorry. My words are effing hurtful. Sigh. I deserve to be slapped. D:

I ought to reflect. :(

Let bygones be bygones. Sigh.

2011-08-17T19:04:00.007+08:00

Second post of the day! My camwhored pictures! LOLs! Sorry la but I'm too bored. Anyway, all these were taken quite sometime ago!

Lmao lai lai help me choose one for my best dp :D

I didn't edit this! The colour turns out to be like this!! :D

See me this mad woman anyhow flips hair deng LOLS

The end .

2011-08-17T13:47:00.003+08:00

Hi there~ Another 2 months break begin, guess this will really be the last 2 months which I'll be able to enjoy myself. What comes 2 months later, I dare not think about it...

Well, merely want to update my blog a little since it's been SO SO SOOOOO LONG since I really last updated about my life. Well, well, well, haven't accomplished anything that is worth to boast about! Cos for the past 2 weeks I have been hanging out and staying at home blah blah blah.

But yesterday, went to visit Keane who's currently working at Bishan Park McDonald's as a BARISTA(according to him, Barista is a more professional term cos we called him 咖啡仔[coffeeboy] LMAO). Yeah and btw Amanda-le-awesome tagged along LOL. Initially when I told Keane that I'd visit his workplace someday but he didn't believe! Then he was so STUNNED when he saw us, HAHAHAHAHA. We kept teasing him throughout and he was like shivering while making this cup of hot chocolate foam for us. But he's glad that we came. :D

And that's the end result. LOL. Not bad right HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Okay till then. :D

2011-07-31T22:09:00.002+08:00

Wah wah wah I just realised my this blog is going to die soon so here I am to revive it. :D

It's the last day of July 2011! Cool! At least I marked a history for every month. LOLS.

Busy busy busy super busy with assignments! Totally mad with the tedious time consuming work! I seriously hate Maya to the core! I hate hate hate never am I gonna work as a modeller or texture artist never ever unless miracle happens.

Okay bye I'm off to do my Maya and this is the 16th week one of my favourite numbers but why do this to me all the lousy work done with no standard. Worried for tmr's storyboard pitching session cos it's my first damn time and I have no idea how to pitch a story, what's more it's my original script and that really sucks! ! ! I can't make my story flow cos I ain't eloquent enough to do so!!!

2011-06-18T11:37:00.004+08:00

Currently having 2 weeks term break, enjoyed myself yesterday to the maximum! At least I get to hang out with my babehs and shopped and bought clothes during this short term break. I've nothing much to blog about. I'm practically doing nothing right now but just blogging, I haven't started on any of my assignments. Expectation VS Reality, and why must reality always be that harsh? It's like I was enjoying myself in heaven yesterday and now, I'm back to face the reality which is the assignments. Sigh.

Something shitty happened recently before this holiday and it's hard to forgive and forget. I've no idea why but perhaps I'm being petty, or maybe it's a fact that this is just unforgivable. Even if things turn out fine after a period of time, I'm sure there would still be a blemish in our hearts, right?

2011-05-14T10:32:00.002+08:00

Greeting you with a whiamy picture drawn by Pal hehehehehe.

Just wanna blog about something which had happened on me for the past few days. Monday, it was fine I was presenting my storyboard 10 scene panels which I've painstakingly chosen and drawn it out myself using markers, while others used digital illustration and their work was like omggoddamn they're frigging awesome talented bunch of people. And i was just sitting there like ._. Hmm but something that is pleasant to hear is that I was graded an "A" for my presentation. Each time I got an A, it kinds of me works as an encouragement for me to push myself harder.

Speaking of which, there goes a series of unlucky events happening on me on Wednesday. First, when I was on my way to school I told myself it's gonna be alright it's another new beginning. When I reached school, I switched on my macbook and started to work on my Nurbs Car Modelling in Maya. I took a deep breath and consulted my classmate for help. As time passes by, I thought I'm starting to get the hang out of it. And as the late afternoon arrived, I began to fall sick out of the blue and I was starting to get annoyed and got stuck in the process. Then I couldn't take the stress and for a moment I burst into tears. It sounds funny that I'm traumatised by a software programme huh.

My classmates then stayed back with me in school until late night, to help me with my work and do work together. And finally, it's getting late and school is about to close. We packed our stuff and make our way to the bus stop. HA! And this is the time which I'd really make a fool out of myself! My classmates saw my one and only bus to make my way home stopping at the bus stop. I saw and quickly made my way to the bus stop. I ran and ran and ran and didn't notice there is actually a chain surrounded up in front of me. I ran and bumped into the chain, for a moment I couldn't balance myself and I fell backwards and landed on the ground. And at this point in time, there were some students passers-by walking past me, I heard laughters surrounding all over me. Then my classmates came to my help and ask if I was alright. Thankfully I didn't injure myself. They couldn't help but laugh also. That's like the most dramatic event ever which had happened in my life. For one moment, I really thought life sucks big time. Putting all the stress on myself and I thought that would be my motivation for me to work harder and push myself forward. Had been staying back in school drilling hard on Maya to get my Car Modeling done which was to be submitted 2 days after and it was yesterday.

How nice huh. Waking up in the morning at 6am everyday and coming back home at 11+pm in the night. It's seriously coming after my brain cells and juices. Fortunately with the presence of my classmates and my lecturer I was finally able to complete my assignment and submit somewhat quite a presentable work, I guess? Mistakes are meant to be learned. Yesterday my lecturer came to talk to me and ask me how was it. I told him I'm feeling a bit upset and he asked why. I said because there are still some mistakes spotted in my car modeling here and there. Then he told me it's alright and it's already good enough for a beginner like me and I've already done my best. Yeah true, glad to hear some words of encouragement from him to boost me on. Redo and multiple times trying, seeking help from my friends and I guess I'm starting to get on his irritating list which I hope not. Thanks huh Maya, pleased to meet you. You made me realize 休息是为了走更长远的路。

2011-05-08T10:30:00.003+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

Bought a bouquet of flowers together with Amanda for our mums!

Love this. Even have a card for her from Amanda and myself. :D

*Suppp*

These four screenshots just show that how much we love to laugh. LOL! 8D

Alright back to do my work... Yesyesyes! No matter how hard it is I'm just going to grit my teeth and spend my sleepless nights on this stupid software! I seriously need to get it done!

2011-05-05T18:41:00.002+08:00

Something happier for the blog! ^^

Thanks to Amanda's BRILLIANT idea, we celebrated my mum's birthday last night!!!

Even though it's just a mini celebration, thanks for making her day! (L)

YAYYYYY and now back to serious work...

2011-05-04T14:07:00.003+08:00

Few months ago was skyping with Pal and we were so happy! :D

I think I need help now. Kay, Maya is seriously killing my brain cells. I have no idea how to fix it. I wish I'm able to master the skills too! But right now I'm just..pathetically stuck in this state...

2011-04-16T16:29:00.028+08:00

Hi! I'm just going to update about my Universal Studios Singapore tour which I went yesterday which will keep this entry long enough becos... I'm sorry I've bombarded too many pictures! :P

Kind of excited yesterday as this is my first time visiting the USS! It's fun and cool and there are like 7 themes.

First, we entered the place with the pass and "Hollywood" was the first theme we visited. Cool. We explored the souvenir shops there and there we go:

Gingerbread man!

The penguins look frigging adorable!! Too expensive to be bought so of cos must take picture with all the soft toys!!!

Hahahaha and I was trying all the caps there!

Hehehe. The poor guy inside must be perspiring like mad.

This is the next theme!

We went to the theatre and watch Shrek 4-D adventure! I've to say it was really a great 4-D short adventurous film!

This is where the theatre is located! Inside the castle! And great I love castles!!!

HAHAHA an epic zoomed in face of me. 8D

Wheee this is us inside queuing for Shrek 4-D movie. :D

Yay this is awesome! :D

Then it was follwed by this Donkey live show, where we're able to communicate with the donkey when it's on the stage performing. The donkey was really hilarious! Making fun of one couple audience, asking them to get married on the spot and kiss each other and they really did HAHAHA!

Great and next it was Jurassic Park! This is under the theme which is named "The Lost World" where there are quite a number of things to explore there for instance rock climbing and water rides. Many "dinosaurs" are found there!

We went inside the souvenir shop at Jurassic Park.

ROARRRRRRRRR!

I was trying to roar like a dinosaur but I didn't look fierce enough HAHAHA!

WW and the giant dinosaur! Good pals man. xD

Next was "Ancient Egypt"!

And btw check this out this truck or sth looks damn colourful and cute huh! Popcorns are actually sold inside there. :D

Hahaha do we look like we're really in Egypt??? 8D

LOL pulling his beard!

YAY!

Hmm then we got hungry and our stomachs are growling. So we went to dine at some Indian food court.

WW's King's Tut.

And my lovely wedges FTW!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D !!!!!!!

And after lunch we continued to explore! This is found inside Ancient Egypt souvenir shop and it looks damn kawaii! Hahahaha don't cha think so? I think it's a mini electric fan if I'm not wrong. Looks fierce and adorable HAHA.

Then we saw humans dressed as an Egyptian! They looked damn scary.

Continueee and it's "Sci Fi City" !!!! This is where CRAZY roller coaster rides are located!!

Hmm we didn't take the rides though. It's was damn frigging absolutely crazy! They spin in 360 degrees! I'm afraid I might sprain my back again and the undigested food might puke out. -.-

So tall! They move like robots!

Then it's "New York" !!!!!! Coolest place to explore!!! Cos it does make me feel like I was in New York?!?! :D

I did some editing on this picture. I kind of like it myself. Looks kind of candid I guess.

Some street performance.

Hey you know what! I think I drew this fountain before! :O

WW said I looked nice in this picture. :/

There's a "Bar & Grill" in Somerset too!

Food. Yumyum New York Pizza! :P

Hahaha and we passed by another souvenir shop which sells many hats!! Many people were trying the hats on and we did the same!!!

HAHAHA headless!

LOVE this hat best! I think it suits me best amongst all the others! :D

LOL

Love this hat too! :D

HAHAHA!

Ali police.

HAHAHAHA another funny hat.

Yay! Next theme : Madagascar!

And we had our Merry-Go-Round!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHEEEEE SO HAPPY it's like going back to our worries-free childhood days!!!

HAHAHAHA passed by this yellow cab and ww told me to take a picture with the cab.

And I was like: " How do I pose with the taxi? "

Check out my fabulous house!!!

This is the backdoor of my house.

Arghhhhh I spot a burglar!!!!

Hmm, this cap is too big for me.

Hmm I heard this is the donkey hat?

Whatever it is, I just played around with all the hats!!!

('',)

Heh too big.

LOL I looked funny!

Happy Birthday !

Gosh do I look like a Mongolian? But I've no idea what kind of hat is this...

LMAO I kept laughing when I saw him with this hat on! And yeah I know you do visit the dentist often. :D

LOL WW's attempt of trying to put that hat on me.

HAHAHA isn't my expression epic?! I was being attacked by the err... BIRD?

Look the mini penguin is so adorable!!!

"Boy where were you looking at? The camera was in front of you."

"What an audacity of you to lecture me :@"

Yay lollipoppppp!

A deadly skeleton hanging in the tree!

I'd really love to visit New York one day!

We spent the entire day at USS until night time arrived. Look this is the real restaurant! Night life in "New York" was awesome!!!

Hmm let's check out the menu for our dinner.

We saw our fellow ex-schoolmate, Colin Chan on the 2nd floor.

Look there's a cockroach! A real one!!!

My Police car :D

Oh and btw! We even checked out how they managed to set the props behind the scenes! We were there to feel the fire, the thunderstorm and lightning which to me I find it frightening. You can really feel the heat of the fire! And I don't know why at the end of it there was this gigantic ship appearing and we were standing in the front row. I was really damn frightened by it cos it's right in front of me! From my point of perspective, it does look really scary.

And after the "show" ended, I heaved a sigh of relief like this:

Last but not least, there were fireworks at night!!!!!!!!

The fireworks were really beautiful! COS BABY YOU'RE A FIREWORKKKKKKKKK~

So that kinda marks the end of our USS journey. Really fun! :D

Bye holiday, hi school. I miss all my babes badly. :'(

2011-04-16T16:04:00.002+08:00

This is awesome, I'm blogging on April 16 2011, and the time now is 4:16pm! :D

No wait, should I be happy or sad? Since this is the last week of my 2 months holiday and it's coming to an end real soon. Sigh, I'm already missing the days I spent during this holiday. Pal was right, it's like the fun days had gone and you've fallen back to the stressful reality once again. This is exactly how I feel right now. Something is telling me to wake up and face that thing again. Yes which thing? School.

2011-04-09T23:55:00.006+08:00

Whiam. This entry is surprisingly regarding pictures of myself which I've been camwhoring like madness. Yeah, my blog has been 5 years, I guess this is the first time I'm uploading my camwhored pictures? Sorry, I'm bored okay.

Smirk face. ('',)

(L)

Haha. Always imagine it myself if only the background of this photo was some grassland or sth.

Oops. That was just now. Was trying to act professional again. Hahaha.

Hahah typical camwhore picture you'd see.

Done! Yeah so these are some shots I've captured myself. And some photo editing done. Good night tata!

2011-04-02T02:03:00.011+08:00

Hello! Out with ww to Chef Daniel's Kitchen for his 18th. Yeah chef daniel, the one on tv before, that's his restaurant! Fine dining but oh god the the dishes are super duper expensive!

See! Look at the price! The most expensive meal I have ever had.

Hehehe we watched Hop for movie! Film Garde is quite a nice cinema theatre.

WW's attempt of braiding my hair again. Can't really see clearly cos I'm wearing black.

Hahaha trying to show off my braided hairstyle but failed. And my fringe is so long!

Tsktsk bad skin. Gotta go for a facial wash soon. ~.~

Yeah so back to chef daniel! My 花茶! Not bad. We even saw chef Daniel.

Sipping orange juice ;D

HAHAHA ww said it looks as if like I booked the entire restaurant for him becos it's so goddamn empty!

Duh. but of cos all reserved la.

We ordered quite a number of appetizers.

Hokkaido Scallop!

I don't know what is this.

Consomme! 清炖鸡汤 eh the soup tastes very sweet. :D

Foie Gras. I didn't know what is that initially. I took a small piece and taste it. Then I realised, ww said it's goose liver. OMGGG. *faints*

Here comes the main dish! My seabass fillet! There's a piece of otah hiding below it. AWESOME :D

WW's lamb shank and he said it tasted like high class char siew!

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And sorry I was bored while waiting for the birthday boy to get ready so I tried to act like a pro to camwhore... And I realised instead of camwhoring, I looked more like I'm promoting Guess brand like a boss LOL.

Hahaha GUESS promoter trying to act modelish, including the belt but excluding the aviators. This one looks more successful to me. LOLS

Lemme tell ya a lil secret of me, actually, that's what I always do when I was young. HAHAHAHAHA.

2011-03-31T10:35:00.004+08:00

Heyhey! Look mum was frying eggs 2 nights before then she found 2 egg yolks in one egg! It's twins so cute! :D LOL

Went out with ww yesterday to hunt for his roti jala located at Bedok. The curry, I have to say, is fantastic to the max! I heard from ww this malay stall is famous for their Goreng pisang, so if you're a malay food fan or you're feeling bored at home, perhaps you would like to consider touring around our little red dot to hunt for good food. Food centres like Chomp Chomp and bedok food centre never fail to sell cheap and delicious food. Food centres ftw!

So it was after our lunch plus dinner and it was still so sunny. I prefer cloudy weathers though.

Stoned to take pictures for awhile. Planning for our next stop.

Couldn't stand the sunny weather. I need my aviators.

We were getting bored so I asked ww to try braiding my hair. There he goes and that's the result for it! The first time in my braided hairstyle and I think it looks pretty good from behind? :D

Hahaha I pretty failed as a girl cos I have no idea how to braid my hair. :D Maybe I shall try it someday, pretty bored of letting down my hair all the time. :/

Hahahah and I realised all the blog virus tagged in my blog is always in malay.

2011-03-28T14:55:00.004+08:00

Hello! I saw a beautiful rainbow on my way home after heading ww's ah gong's place for dinner!!! For the first time it looks so beautiful! It's reallyyyy a full rainbow this time!!! I've never seen a full rainbow all the time, it's only half or 1 quarter of it...

Too bad didn't have a DSLR ! :( An unexpected rainbow, no camera to capture the full one! :(

Anyway, still happy to see rainbow yesterday!!! :D

And that's what the old chinese saying meant by ... 雨过天晴

2011-03-18T22:41:00.009+08:00

Got invited by ww to his house for lunch today! The great chef whipped up a delicious meal for me! Headed to fairprice with him this afternoon to get the ingredients which were needed for his cooking later. Yeah so here we go. :D

These are the things he needed for his dish.

Was helping to wash the threadfish and after I'm done, he began to marinate the fish!

Hmm adding salt, soy sauce and black pepper to it

Then he went on to slice the bell peppers!

We actually had a combination of red, green and yellow. But WW said there were more than enough so he only picked 2 out of the 3 colours! This is for the salad!

WOWOWOW! Flipping the peppers huh!

He was done with the salad! Then went on with the fillet! Olive oil is a healthier choice used. (Y)

Last but not least, he uses white wine, garlic, butter and cream to make the sauce for the dish. The sauce tastes great! (Y)

YAY. Proud to announce my lunch for the day!

Pan fried thread fin on a bed of roasted bell pepper salad topped with garlic butter cream sauce !

Hehehe and I shall conclude this entry with a camwhored picture of me. Who cares I feel happy like nobody's business ! Hahahah

2011-03-15T23:19:00.004+08:00

Hi blog! :) Yay went to chomp chomp yesterday and ate the food there with ww. Guess what we had a hard time finding the location. -.- I'm really a direction noob hahahah and the two noobs toured around serangoon for an hour then reached the food centre. -.- And after we reached the place, it started to rain heavily (luckily I brought an umbrella) but unfortunately we realised the food centre is only opened from evening 5 plus onwards. D: D:

So after stoning for quite sometime deciding where should we hang out while waiting for the rain to subside, we travelled to nex mall becos it's so damn near chomp

chomp it's only 12 mins bus ride! Heh so we managed to explore and reached nex, caught Mars Needs Moms at Shaw theatre but seriously, the nachos totally cannot make it and the cheese is bland. And guess what we're the first pair to enter the cinema and it was pitch dark with no on

e else inside. It was damn creepy. D:

Yeah but Mars Needs Moms is quite a nice show to catch! At least I think their credits roll as compared to those normal movies where they only play songs and roll the credits all over, theirs is actually quite different! They actually showed people how they did the motion picture, those actors and actresses are dressed in the motion captured suits and they look cool! :D

Yeah then after movie, heh heh heh just in time travelle

d back to chomp chomp and had our satays, chicken wings and stingray yumyum. :P The food is really damn delicious and I totally love the cooling environment there, those wooden seats and tables hehehe reminisced the times I spent with my babes. :D

Yeahhh and what's for dessert? HAHAHAH fruit fondue at Ice dessert! YAYYY. :D

YUM YUM. :D

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Hmm yeah and went to temple to pray today. Wish that the world will not collapse.

2011-03-12T10:32:00.002+08:00

Morning! Craving for chinese songs after listening too much to english songs :D

YAY JJ! \m/

Love this song and the lyrics composed by him so much!

2011-03-08T11:39:00.004+08:00

Hieee world. I'm here to blog like obviously :)

Yeah am feeling bored so just a short update about my current life now. Hahahah.

Basically, I'm doing quite fine. I had my birthday celebrated last week with my beloved girls and class, and last last week we celebrated pal's 18 too. :D But this time round, I'm kind of lazy to take pictures and upload them, if there are pictures there are all on facebook anyway. Haha.

Well, had an outing with Brianna last Saturday. We were quite funny huh. Went to orchard initially and we found out oh, there's nothing to do there so we travelled from orchard to Haji lane and then from Haji lane, to bugis and back to orchard again. Lol we were so free that we got nothing better to do. :{

Then on sunday, ww invited me over to his gongong's house for wanton mee dinner. Haha. Nice wantons! We even had an advanced birthday celebration for ww's dad which is supposedly to be today. Yeah and to my surprise, I also had an impromptu belated birthday celebration with his family. Haha! Feeling happy ~ :D

Following on monday, which is yesterday, ww brought me to Marche restaurant located at vivo city. hehehe it is a swiss restaurant and somewhat like western buffet =/ But it's soo cool! I totally love the ambience there and we think that be it the food or the price or the ambience, it is way much better than eating at swensens now. I've had enough of swensens! Yay and the food is so healthy! (according to ww) Yeah nice, one day shall go out try out the fondue there! Too bad we were both too full to try out the other nice food there!

Erm yeah and recently I just bought a new phone Sony Ericsson Xperia X10! Becos my contract is up so yahhhh you know I can change phone once a year according to wanjun's mum. I wanted to change to iPhone 4 but the lady introduced xperia to me and I was like well, it is an android and its functions are quite similar to iPhone so I just decided to get that one. Howeverrr, after I bought that phone many said that I've been badly scammed by that lady. She scammed us for $100+ more wth. -.- So mum and i were damn pissed off and we went back to that place to ask for compensation and luckily she paid us back. Mum gave them a harsh dressing down yesterday.

2011-03-05T12:21:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling HAPPY!

2011-03-04T12:32:00.001+08:00

sad.

2011-02-28T23:29:00.003+08:00

Thanks for the awesome 18th birthday celebration memories tonight, my dearest poly mates 1M03! These people are really mad awesome. My first unexpected advanced birthday celebration ever for tonight. It's been great! Chances of surprise-ness were quite high. Becos initially I was still wondering if there's a hidden intention of Amanda, Anh and Marisa for meeting me up for Badminton today and headed to Amanda's house to catch 2 movies straight in a row. Hmmm now I see the motive for keeping me entertained, when it was around 7+ in the evening, the doorbell rang and Anh went to open the door. Till that point of time, Amanda still told me it's her "friend".

When Anh opened, the door, an immediate Happy birthday song blasted the whole house! All right so it was my 1Mo3 gang who had come to Amanda's house to celebrate my special 18th for me, with the lighted candles all up on the birthday cake! Omgoodness it was still quite a big surprise to me! I'm really grateful and I truly appreciate for what you guys have done for me!

I'm just too elated to express my gratitude towards you guys and girls. :D

Yeah so just a short entry to blog down this special night for myself to remember. :D

Thanks for making me a happy and lucky birthday girl tonight. Thanks for all those memories u guys have given me! Once again, I really have to say that this class is just TOO AWESOME TO BE TRUE!

2011-02-20T15:03:00.002+08:00

Finally another long break of 2 months has arrived! I'm not sure if I should be happy or sad. Happy becos I can finally take a break from my assignments and projects which had been torturing us for the past few months, sad becos we might split up. I want them so much as my classmates!

Look at us when we first met one another last year.

Now, everyone looks different. xD

To my dearest 1Mo3 Peeps, I LOVE YOU GUYS TO THE MAX! Always had so much fun memories with you guys and girls, even though we only knew one another for less than a year. I certainly hope that we can still be classmates for another 2 years in our Poly life. You guys are great and had been so helpful. Without you people, I'd bet school is meaningless to me. I've never felt some way like this, having the urge to want to go back school even during the holidays. You guys spiced up my life!

2011-01-14T20:36:00.009+08:00

Oh my goodness! I'M FEELING SUPER ELATED TODAY BECOS I'VE GOT A GREAT NEWS. :D

Yes! I can't believe I topped the class with a score of 19/20 for my Digital Audio Video(DAV) Common Test!!! That's like so freaking AWESOME!!!! It's simply TOO AWESOME TO BE TRUE! :D

All right, if u still remember what DAV is all about, becos I remembered I talked about it previously in my blog. It's about filming production. Yes, filming, speaking of that, I guess I'm unable to celebrate Chinese New Year this year already. My schedule is perfectly tight up with all the filming dates and it's like OMG. Seriously, so hectic that I can hardly breathe. LOL.

Hmm, yeah, great news is that Anh has found a damn hot babe and a damn handsome man to be the main actress and actor. And I dun have to act anymore which is like YES! I'm so DAMN HAPPY! AHAHAHAHAHA! I'd rather be someone helping out behind the scenes.

One more thing! I also topped the class for Idea jumpstart wallet design with a score of 9/10 !

Yay-ness. :D

Oh yesyesyes, one last thing, when I was having my DAV lecture today, Mr David told us Mediacorp is currently hunting for Calefare roles now to act for a crime scene or something on Channel 5. If anyone is interested in this :

ROLE WANTED FOR CH 5 DRAMA

CALL OCHRE PICTURES : 6324 0859

ASK FOR SHA

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Okay I'm done with this. :D And oh yeah, below are some pictures of the recent assignments I've done for my work.

Apple iPod done by me :D

The above 2 iPods are drawn by me using Photoshop tools. This is for my 3DD last portfolio assignment, we are tasked to create a product using only Adobe Photoshop. So yeah, I decided to do on my iPod which I've been using it for 3 years already. Mine is Silver though. But I decided to change the color to Purple :D Yeah, as you know, I love Purple. :D

Okay and you must be wondering why I uploaded 2. Well, the first one was actually what I've first done initially. Then I showed my lecturer on the next day and she suggested me to make it into even more 3D form. So the second picture is the modified version after my lecturer's comments. And gosh I even vector out the Apple logo for the credit. -.-

St. Kilda Clock Tower. :D

Next, the above 2 buildings are for my Perspective Drawing module. This is what I've drawn for 3 point perspective building assignments. The first one above was done during the 2 weeks break. The second one is a building I saw in China when I went for the China trip with Pal in 2009. :DDD Pardon for the not so well drawn China building. =x

But yea, in any case, I still decided to upload it becos I've spent quite some time on the details of the building.

Green Screen! ( Pardon for the 2 human heads in the picture. =x )

And this is something like the radio station for DJs from different FMs. WOWOWOW.

But it's not la, it's for the adjustment of lighting in the studio. :D

These 2 pictures are taken just today during my DAV lecture. It's like so damn cool and interesting to learn more about the Media industry! David brought us to Studio 27 in our school to learn more about Green Screen and the lightings in a studio. AWESOME MADNESS !

2011-01-02T19:45:00.028+08:00

2010 had been a year with many twists and turns for me. Perhaps it can be considered as the first turning point in my life. First, let's start off with January. I was anticipating nervously for my GCE O-Level results which was to be released on 11th January. I got my result and yes, I'm disappointed with my results, in fact very. Because of the result I've scored, it can't bring me to the first choice course I want and I'm still stuck in Art - drawings, drawings and more drawings. I guess my skin has become worst due to the eraser dust. I don't dislike drawing, but I'm just not that interested into drawing.

Then on 31st January, I attended 4E2 barbeque class outing at Changi Beach. That was also when things were going sweet and smoothly for me. Love was about to blossom, teased by my most beloved sexy girls from my clique and so on and so forth.

February, it's time to settle all the enrollment stuff and prepare myself for Tertiary Education.I've always been nervous to meet new people in my life. Get to know them, learn how to socialize with the people I met. I braced myself for a change. I wanted to become someone who is more talkative and someone who likes to share my story with my new friends. Yes, you can say that it was actually quite a success. I met new friends, I've changed to become more talkative. My new friends have a different impression on me.

Chinese New Year - Thats when we first visited one another's house to bai nian. Haha. Received Angpows from friends' parents and followed by chit-chatting session. Nice. :)

And then, not forgetting Pal's 17th birthday on February too. Making use of the chance of the almost-was-6-months-holiday after we completed our Os, my all girls clique hanged out most of the times during that 6 months. On Pal'sbirthday, we went to Orchard Central, discovered a super cool spot where the lighting looks like some kind of photoshoot studio and we behaved like some kind of crazy girls out there and camwhored. Haha! It was really good fun. :)

1 week after Pal's birthday - 1st March, it's followed by my birthday! :D Haha! Bri organised the outing and the girls brought me to Pasir Ris Park for my birthday celebration. We cycled there and that's the first time ever that all 7 of us gathered together.

Later in the day, I rushed home to change and went out with Wei Wen who wanted to celebrate my 17th birthday with me. XD Brought me to Yishun for Earthquake Swensens.

I thanked you all for giving me such wonderful memories and happy returns in 2010. :)

Later during mid-March, we had another 4E2 class gathering again. This time at Seoul Garden.

There came April, that's when I'm settled down in Ngee Ann Polytechnic and I met my new classmates and became close friends. I really like them a lot. They are really nice and helpful. Before school reopens, also went for Sis Melissa's 21st Birthday! :D

May - Jerjer and Brianna's birthday. On jer's birthday, we went to Orchard and sang Happy Birthday song for Jerjer in the middle of Orchard Road. Jer, you were so shy then. Haha. (I dun have the group picture I guess it's in Pal's camera)

After Jer's birthday, came Brianna's birthday. The first time I visited Marina Barrage and it's really nice huh.

Then it came June. I still remember vividly we had a BBQ gathering among ourselves at East Coast.

July - Things that happened earlier in that year twisted. The first time I ever cried so hard over somebody and I told myself I gotta be strong. Friends stood by me and I braced up. I know, perhaps to all sorts of people out there, some of them might feel that this incident which happened on me is nothing. Maybe because you've either experienced it too many times and that you're already numbed to it, or you have never gone through what I went through before. It didn't matter to you but after all, it was the first time I experienced it so it was quite a huge impact to me.

There's no happenings on me during August in that year so yeah, I'm skipping to September. I went to Marina Barrage again, this time really for kite-flying with my poly girls. Had such great fun with you girls when we were playing the fountain and got ourselves totally and crazily wet.

That's when I fell seriously ill after the outing. LOL.

Also went to Far East Plaza with my babes and Reggie suggested that place is it Yishun(I've forgotten) and we had our Thai food there yea? :D

Later around Mid-September, I went for Kite-flying with my clique! Yes! I visited Marina Barrage thrice last year. Haha! Went to Chomp Chomp at Serangoon and had our chocolate fondue together. :D

Well, not forgetting I hanged out with Sexy Briyani too. Shopped twice with you but only managed to camwhore during the second outing. :D Hee.

October! Had many many outings with my clique and Sin yi. Haha. Went to Mad Jack Cafe with my girls. :D

Went to Reggie's house to bake cookies and learned how to play Mahjong too! :P

Heh, last but not least, how can I ever forget that's the very first time I went out with Pal on the last day of holiday? We went to Bras Basah to get the art materials for my school reopen and we went Orchard. :D

Look at this sweetie, I really like this candid shot of you hehe. :D

November - Venus' birthday! Ha! We planned for a birthday bash for Venus at Sentosa. :DThrew Venus into the water, splashed flour on her and I guess that was the EPIC birthday bash Venus has had throughout the 17 years of her life. :P

Next, 6 days after Venus' birthday here comes Regina's birthday. Heh. Went to NYP to gather and had a short celebration. A pity Pal couldn't join us because she's tight up with her school work. :( But thankfully, we still had our group photo taken together :D

Christmas Eve, I only have one thing to say. And that is, my Poly mates are really WONDERFUL TO THE MAX. (Y)

On the last day of December, that was the first time ever I countdown for new year with my friends! Yay! Went to Vivo and we joined the crowd for Channel 8 countdown. Saw fireworks but quite disappointed because it's like so far away and only a few times. :(

Then sat down for a cup of Hot Chocolate (Y) and chit-chat with my girls. Reached home at 3 plus am, broke record for the first time in my life that I came home so "early". It's good fun after all. :D

That's all about it for my happenings in 2010. Hopefully 2011 will be a better year for everyone! :)

2010-12-25T09:36:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS !

Yeah so guess what. I know you guys won't believe it until you saw with your own eyes but I'm still gonna say! That I've decided to hang my socks for next year again!!! Wheeeee !

Great news! I woke up and 1 50-dollar note in each of the sock again, it's like the time flies back to 2006 when I first received 100 bucks from Santa, then I bought Evan and Sin Huey's albums. Haha.

P/s: The above picture is the one I took in 2006.

So anyway, back to topic, I'm still as usual, no celebration with my family or friends. Haha. Enjoy your day guys! Have fun out there!

2010-12-24T20:55:00.006+08:00

Merry Christmas to all! As usual, boyboy's mother kept her promise and even more generous than the previous years! A bigger log cake. :DDD

Well, Christmas, it's only meaningful to me when I get to gather around with my family and friends for a wonderful celebration. Or else, I sense no festive mood at all. But this year, it's really different and special to me! My Poly Clique is way too amazing. (Y)

Initially I was as usual, sian for the whole day and I even told someone that this year's Christmas might be a sad occasion for me. Because I've grown older, and this may be my last year hanging the X'mas socks which I've done it for almost a decade already. Let's see if I get any $$$ tomorrow morning. :P

What upsets me most is actually... Well, earlier this year I've always thought that this year is gonna be a little bit different from how the way I "celebrated" my Christmas over the past few years. I thought I'd be spending it with my love but well, things change. ;( I'm still all alone.

But this evening, Santa Claus came to my house and there were three Santas! Namely Anh, Marisa and Shen Yang! LOLS! Anh conned us! I thought she was going to send the postman to deliver the Christmas gift which she said she's gotten for us, the whole class. I've got a big surprise and I was too shocked beyond words for my mind to think of what to say at that time. And oh geez, Marisa actually took two unglam pictures of me of my first reaction when I saw them at the door. LOL! And the gift was actually... They baked muffins on their own and I've received three and ate them all, and they wrote a note for me as well! They toured around the entire Singapore to deliver the muffins and the notes to everyone of the class. Can't believe someone would actually go to such extent to have the gifts delivered personally to our individual's apartment. I truly appreciated it a lot.

Thanks Anh, SY and Marisa. :) Oh, and even heard Hwee Fen was also actually involved in the gift giving process but she's got curfew and Marisa came. Anyway, thanks Hwee Fen! :)

So this is the note they wrote for me. :D

2010-12-23T18:58:00.004+08:00

Hello! Yay! I've finally braced myself to wear contacts! Can't believe I actually took merely approximately 10 minutes or so to learn how to put it in and remove it properly. You know why! Cause usually I'm a slow learner. :(

I heard from the assistant some customers ever took 6 hours to learn how to get it done in the shop. :O In comparison, I'm really quite fast! :O

I forgot what I wanted to say earlier...

Anyway,

Merry Christmas to all! :D

2010-12-20T13:42:00.004+08:00

HEHEHEHE. SO HIGH NOW WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE! I still remember I had a long conversations with my friends telling them what's my impression of them when I first saw them in school. And they told me how they felt about me when they first saw me. They said I was like an ICE QUEEN. HAHAHAHA! Oh yeah, so this is the impression which people got from me. They thought I'm someone who dislikes to talk, likes to be alone and DAO. HAHAHAH. Sounds COOL eh? True enough, behind this hyper character of me hides an autistic personality. I dislike to talk so much, I prefer to keep quiet all the time so I thought I can save my saliva and yours as well. HAHAHA. KIDDING. :D My mum told me when I was in Kindergarten, my teacher suspected I was autistic. HAHAHAH. Cos I didn't like to mingle and mix around with my classmates, I was SHYYYY and silent all the time. HAHAHAHHA. When I grew up, people address me as ICE QUEEN. WOOOOOOOOOO SO COOL!

:D:D:D:D

Last friday, had a class outing with my classmates! OH YEAH IT WAS GOOD FUN. Even though I didn't participate in the Bowling activity with them and I can't even handle the Bowling Ball. It was too heavy for me >_>

YAYYYYYYYYYYYY PICTURES UP !

YAY! I'm in love with this photo! I know it's not taken on last Friday! (L)

OH YEAH! (L)

OH YEAH! THAT'S WAN YI!

NO I DIDN'T CAMWHORE. I WAS CATCHING AMANDA TO TAKE A PICTURE WITH ME AND IT TURNS OUT LIKE THIS. -.-

HELLO ISAAC! I WANNA SEE THE EDITED MURDER VIDEO DONE BY YOU !

HAHAHA! ASHRUL \m/

THEY SAY SY LOOKS LIKE A PAEDO.

THIS IS ANH ! MY PRODUCER/DIRECTOR FOR THE FILMING VIDEO.

CAMERA SHYYYYY !

HAHAHAHA KEANE THE CAMERAMAN FTW.

HI SHAHRUL! :D

2010-12-16T18:06:00.011+08:00

Finally able to have some private time on my own! Have been working on assignments and mugging for my Common Test which just ended this morning. :D

However, holiday doesn't seem like holiday to me. I'm preoccupied with projects and assignments which I need to submit on the first week of school. So my 2 weeks are basically occupied with meetings and whatever. :(

Okay, 2 weeks will fly. And today is Thursday 16th December 2010. AHHHH time flies.

Had so much fun with you guys during the outing. :)

Yeah. I was using Sammie's iPhone to camwhore. LOL.

Whoots! My mummie! (L)

2010-11-20T23:33:00.006+08:00

Sometimes, I will start to ponder and ruminate deeply in my mind - Am I really happy with my life now, or did I feel happier back then?

Someone told me I was more cheerful in the past. Someone said that I've changed. Someone told me not to look back, yet someone told me if we don't ever look back, we wouldn't be reflecting of what we'd done to ourselves and others back in the past, and we'll never improve.

So, have I really changed? I supposed there are some changes in me. Yet 1 thing I can assure myself, that my heart remains the same, until today. Perchance I'm born to be just too devoted a person and someone who will always turn back and look at the past. Well, I can't help it. It's in my blood, you know?

Perhaps... It may seem that I'm enjoying my life so much right now, yet deep down in my heart, I don't really sense that happiness in me. It's different now, changes took place and I'll bet it will still be a repeat cycle. Sometimes, I felt emptiness. Sometimes, I feel lost and lonely even though I've my friends and family. I think of the future day and night, and I couldn't stop tearing when I pondered about it.

I forced myself to look forward and get a new life. I really tried my best. Why am I doing this? That's because I don't wish to squander my life away each day aimlessly. I'm aware if I'm forever stuck like this, I'd really go berserk someday. I don't want to turn into an insane person?

I abhor negative changes . . .

How can it be easy to be optimistic, huh?

Dear Heart, please don't change.

2010-11-14T10:41:00.004+08:00

Good morning ! Life has been great so far. Maybe not as great as you think =/

Anyway, guess what have I been up to lately?! It's something that is so freaking cool and fun !

It's super cool ! And that is............ FILMING ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

Because you get to play the cameraman, producer, director and of course, not forgetting the actor/actress roles. :D Multimedia is awesome hot max. :D Not the Animation part, oopsie. How I wished there was this course in Ngee Ann that is involved only the multimedia, excluding Animation. What's so nice about drawing characters? Sigh. Okay back to the topic, you must have been thinking how the hell animation is linked up with filming. I'm equally perplexed as you, but now I'm not. Cos I'm doing Multimedia AND Animation. I wished I could stay in the filming industry forever. xDD

Can't believe I actually have the opportunity to do a short filming and able to learn more about the media industry. Well, this current semester, I'm engaged in this course known as Digital Audio Video (DAV in short). It's actually about filming and it's like we're working in Mediacorp industry right now. Learning everything that always takes place behind the scenes of a drama or interview. The crews which include the cameraman, soundman, directors as well as producers.. all of them play a significant role. I heard from my tutor we might even get the chance to visit Mediacorp to understand more about post-production in future. :D

Being an actor/actress is a tough job as well. After so many NG takes, and if you're still unable to get into the mood or the perfect expression which the director tasked you to do, it'll affect the whole crew. Especially the poor cameraman. Holding the camera with extremely careful and steady moves as you follow the actor to film close up shots. The hands of the cameraman must be steady enough to produce a good scene. And speaking of close up shots, I never knew there are so many close up shots until I studied this module. Let's see if I'll remember all of them.. *recapping in process* Extreme close-up, mid shots, medium close-up( I guess ? ), close-up... I guess that's all? =x ...

Erm yeah, so we've been tasked to film a short drama and a 30 seconds news interview on Friday. David chose Anh as the Producer cum Director, and this role perfectly suits her LOL. But are you aware being the Producer is the stressful job ever. Cause David says if there's any mistakes regarding the entire filming, Producer is the first to be blamed and who is responsible for everything. And btw David is my tutor cum freelance( I think so ? ) director of Mediacorp. He involves in shooting commercials and most of the time, documentaries. I'm not too sure for dramas. Oh it sounds cool to know that your tutor is actually a director and David will often share his stories about filming, his job as a director. He even showed us commercials of Carlsberg which he shoots celebrities like Tay Ping Hui and Michelle Chia. And it's interesting to see what normally happens behind the scenes and how the artistes kena so many NGs and went through so many takes HEHEHEHEHEHE.

Lmao sorry for the sidetracking all the time. xD So back to topic, I was saying Anh was the director cum producer, then Isaac and I were the main actor and actress. Keane was the cameraman and I really gotta compliment Keane. Steady cameraman for the win ! (Y)

And Ashrul was the news reporter. HAHAHHA. Oh so the entire storyboard goes like this :

We're shooting a murder scene for our drama. I was the one being followed and eventually stabbed by the murderer, Isaac. And the next day, there'll be a news interview regarding this murder scene which took place in NP. So many NG scenes and takes heheheh and I can't stop laughing at the NG scene on that News report. Ashrul was like tongue-tied and pronounced stabbed multiple times as " mul..mul..multiple stab times. " LOL damn hilarious :D

I'll show you guys the video asap after the editing is done ! :D

Actually, I've always loved to work in a team. Everyone is united, work hand in hand, plays their individual parts well and gives in their best to produce good work... Yeah, the satisfaction you get after working in a team and accomplished something successfully together is really AWESOME. (Y) (:

3 cheers to Epic Face Production ! ! ! :D

2010-11-02T20:50:00.003+08:00

Time flies and it's November 2010 now. Well anyway, my brain has died cause I'm dead beat now. Waking up at 5am is a torture BUT I'm glad I'm still able to cope with it. Why went to school so early and reached at 7am when I was supposed to report by 7.50am? You must be thinking I'm insane, LOL. Well and I think I really am. Actually, it's partially 52's fault. Sometimes it arrives late and my time will be delayed. But this morning I boarded 52 with at 6.30am and I reached super duper early at Sports Complex cause there's no traffic jam around that time. Well well well, guess what! I had my FIRST PROPER SOCCER TRAINING at the field today! OMGOODNESS AND IT'S SO FUN AND I FELL FOR IT. :D The coach says we're all doing well for our first training lesson! Yay! 2 hours of soccer training, I perspired like mad under the morning sun and it's breezy. Hehe, feel so healthy ^^, yet sticky. Erghhhhh . -.- To think the coach still thought the training was too easy for us because he said he didn't see any of us perspire LOL !

After soccer training, I'd have to rush to another class which is the Idea Jumpstart lesson. We're given 15 minutes early dismissal to prepare ourselves for the next class. When I rushed for my next lesson, thank god I'm not late. Hehe. Then my lecturer was asking me what sports did I join for my Sports and Wellness module. I said SOCCER. He was like " :O ! SERIOUS ?! " I said I'm serious and some of the guys in the class went " Fwah. O.o " HAHAHAH. Today Idea Jumpstart lesson was about squeezing our brain juices to think about creating a roller coaster with the few lousy materials we were given. Worked as a team and our roller coaster lasted for 10 seconds !

OMGOODNESS I can't believe it because the minimum time for the "car" which is a marble to roll down from the top to the bottom of the roller coaster should last for at least 5 seconds. But we did it for 10 seconds ! Are you kidding me ?! I guess my lecturer lied to us. :/

Anyway, nice team spirit we've got out there ;D

Yayness ! Then lesson ended at 12 and went movie date with my anh-nata and amandi. xDDD

We watched "You again" and I just heard the rating for this movie is an F. HAHAHA. But to be honest I find the movie rather stupid, yeah it's a dumb show and it's meant to be a stupid one, just for your entertainment. Nonetheless, I still enjoyed the movie ! Why ? Because I didn't fall asleep in the cinema despite I was feeling drowsy ! And another reason is because I found myself manage to understand the American accent out of the sudden hurhur. :P

Before movie, we went to play at Arcade. Heh. I guess I dun have to update about the time I spent @ Arcade since arcades are for just for playing.

Perspective drawing sucks to the max. That was why in the first place I didn't want to be an interior designer because I know I'm not born to be one ever since it dawned upon me that I'm unable to draw straight lines during Sec Two D&T lesson. -.-

ERGHHHHHHHHHHH .

2010-10-26T17:42:00.003+08:00

First week of school is still alright, kinda slack because my portfolios begin from next week onwards. From then on I'd be tight with schedules! :(

This semester, there's Sports & Wellness module. And guess what sport I picked ?! SOCCER. Yes soccer, why so shocked? Haven't people seen women's team soccer before? But the worry I have, is that the guys might be too rough.

Actually, I wanted to join badminton with Amanda. But she came late and there's no more slots left for badminton. I took slot 16, there's one more slot left, but unfortunately, someone came a step earlier than her and grabbed the last slot away. Sigh ! Hence, now, we're choosing soccer. AND OH GOD I didn't know there's Gym. They named it as Wellness Programme, and why didn't I ask? I was like so dumb and go silent all the way. Now I kind of regretted.

Soccer, is actually a fun sport. I enjoyed it last year when I played with my mates. But, this time round, there are so many guys, which got me freaking worried. But what to do? I shall just stick to the plan. Why can't people just support my decision?

2010-10-23T12:26:00.003+08:00

Stupid hazy weather makes the disgusting pimples popping out from my face. >:( !

I think I should really go for a skincare treatment someday to cure my sensitive facial skin. Grrrrr. Anyway, I had a chat with my bro 2 last evening, asking him how's the job of an animator like. He was like "ok la ok la...hurhur.." LOL. His day has turned over into his night. Sleeps in the day, awake in the night. Haha! When I asked him about his job hunt, oh he hasn't found any. All I see is that he's always using the Z-brush software and Adobe Photoshop to edit the pictures, transforming it into some 3D effect thingy. Err yah, he's always working on his portfolio to create some new stuff I supposed, all animators do that. I asked him why he chose this as his future career, he always gives me a smirk on his face and is like "hehe, I'm studying on this to work in BANK." HAHAHAHAHA, JOKER. -.-

When he asked me which route I want to choose in future, I was stunned and I said I don't know. I honestly have no slightest idea. I told him for my Year 1 course, I'll be learning all sorts of shit because you know, it's MULTIMEDIA animation. Because of this stupid word called "Multi", I have to learn more things than people like him who took Digital Animation 3D sense and there he goes, just focus on studying DA. Yeah, so he said my course is pretty bad. HOWEVER, I told him in Year 2, I have to choose either Interactive Media which is kinda like Web Designing(Programming stuff) OR Digital Animation which is the same as him and what pal is learning now. Well, I told him I prefer Web Designing cos I like it, as simple as that. He said no, Web Designing is not better than Digital Animation. Alright, it's okay. I still have some more time to consider and reconsider which path I wanna go for next year which predicts my future. Oh this sounds kind of scary.

I've typed 2 paragraphs but that's not my point for this entry. SOOOO, WHAT ON EARTH I WANTED TO TELL YOU GUYS is that, my bro 2 is currently teaching in his 3D sense school for the time being to replace his teacher who is busy lately. Basically what he teaches now is this Z-brush software to create some 3D sense stuff. It's on every Sunday, anyone interested to learn? I doubt so, hehe. P/s: Pal, if you're interested to learn you can always let me know. xD

Last night when I was helping bro 1 to shut down his laptop, I came across this on his wallpaper.

"The best way to predict the future is to create it. - Peter Drucker"

2010-10-20T23:43:00.002+08:00

Hehehehe...... Supposed to visit gym today with Regina and Shareen but ! End up we spent half the day at NYP library and chitchat to wait for Jerjer's lesson to end so that we'll be able to meet up together. Alright, so after Jerjer met up with us, we went all the way to Yishun to walk around to accompany Reggie to SKP shop. Then we came to this cake shop which sells waffle. Yeah and paw treated me to chocolate waffle hehe. Too hungry this afternoon cos didn't really have a proper full breakfast this morning cos I woke up late.

What else did we do ?! We went to Reggie's house for MAHJONG ! Omgoodness I'm madly in love with Mahjong already seriously. I didn't know it's so fun and interesting ! K even though I'm a slow learner I'd still continue learning to get the correct full concept of playing Mahjong. Heh.

Nice man! Wish to get to know more about Mahjong in future. Mahjong FTW ! ^^v

2010-10-16T22:07:00.030+08:00

Yayness! The past few days had been great. It's been far too long since I last updated what I've been doing with photos. Yes because I'm sure you guys know there's this website called Facebook and I've been creating lots of albums for my pictures lately. Well for this entry, I'll be blogging about what I did recently in this long term holidays, but just for these past 1 or 2 weeks. Definitely not for the entire holidays if not my blog would be laggy with a thousand pictures. I guess you guys have seen most of these photos in Facebook already, nonetheless, I'm still determined to upload them in my blog !!!

First of all, I'll update about my little trip with Sin Yi last Sunday. We went all the way to Bugis Junction to eat and shop and.. eventually found a nice spot at Iluma to ... duh, Camwhore lor. LOL. Hey you know what everyone's telling me that I've a deprived childhood because all I ever did when I was young was that I watched Teletubbies, only. Stupid right, HAHA. Then I keep pondering what else did I do during my childhood days. YES! Sin Yi has brought me to the right place to revive my childhood memories. And that is, children's arcade!!!!!!!!

Yeahh. See this little witch. GAHHHH.

Then we realised our aiming was super lousy. Even kids can throw the balls into its mouth and do so much better than us. Lao4 kui3. -.-

HEHEHE. I LOVE SMACKING CROCODILES' HEADS.

Mummy used to bring me to arcade and played this with me. :P

See so irritating. *smacks*

HOHOHO. Who's this Mr Wolf?

Duhhhh. Whack it hard.

Hehehe. See the kids so happily waiting for their turns to exchange the tokens with gifts. ^^

Yeah we got 55 tokens. Keke. Already considered very lousy. :D

And we exchanged sweets. =x

Then SY insisted to take neoprints. Guess what?! We were choosing the machines and SY were like: Ok you want this one ah.

Me: Yup.

SY: *Opens curtains*

-Photo taking in progress, with 2 girls awkwardly posing in front of the camera and SY walks in without realising. *FLASHES*

Me: =O ! *gives that OMG epic face*

SY: SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY ! :$

*2 girls stare at us.* LOL !

FASHION TREND TODAY.

Lol.

Next we went to Iluma. Just cross over opposite Bugis Junction !! It's so near that I didn't know !! HAHA. Oh it's so cooling there cos there wasn't many people who will go there. Mostly couples.

Iluma has got high class lan and children/adult arcade as well.

Longest elevator ever. Scary !

Then we found an excellent spot for... CAMWHORING! =D

Ready to see an unglam picture of me?

TADAAAAAAAAAAA~!!!!!!!! Pretty lame.

Oh I love my shades to the max.

Hehe. Went up to this area which is kinda like roof garden as well.

See us so happily eating our sweets which we've "won" from the arcade.

I suggested taking pictures when we were going down or up the escalator because it is SO WINDY. I like I like!

I don't know why but I like this picture. We don't look like ghosts here.

I like I like. Chang fa piao yi de gan gue. LOL.

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The next day ...

which is the bake cookies day ! I don't know it's Reggie or Brianna who suggested we'll bake cookies together one day. Yeah and their dreams came true. LOL.

Here's the stuff to get started with.

Dump the butter into the bowl. ;D

Realised the box of eggs had been opened? =O

Tadaaaaaaaaa~ The truth revealed.

Cos pal went to use it to cook omelette. LOL.

Reggie expert. :O

Oh, and this sprinkles pink sugar for Idk what. =x

Rana's making the dough.

Wanjun so happily mixing the dough or whatever with the butter. Hehe.

Oh! I love this picture of reggie! Nice pose and sweet smile hehe.

Then Venus came. (:

Meanwhile, look what someone's doing outside the kitchen?

Duh. PROJECT JIESHENG ! Tsktsk -_-|||

Sweetest gf ever. LOL.

Look at Venus, so patiently melting the aisin(whatever you call that) .

All kinds of different shapes. Hehe.

All done. Sorry la I squeezed the chocolate until like that. I was so scared I was being disturbed behind LOL. Hehehe. I melted the chocolate. Taste damn nice. Yumyum. xDDD

Okay, time to take a break before we prepare our own dinner and have to cook again. So what's there to do when you're taking a break?

Needless to say, of course take pictures la horrrrrr !

Ready?

See we had so much fun playing with the camera lol.

From left: Bri, Rana(Reggie's sister, don't you think they look so alike?), Pal, Reggie.

Duh I dunno what shareen's trying to do siao eh siao eh D;

Sorry I camwhored.

Hehehe this picture looks so funnnnn.

Errrrrrr. We sent bri off and it's dinner time. What's for dinner?!

PASTA !

*Fast-forwarded* After dinner...

This lil kid is called Jamie. Reggie's next door neighbour. (:

Nice shot hehe.

Cute hor?!

That girl standing beside reggie is Jamie's elder sister.

LOL Venus says Wanjun looks like a mum with her kid here. (;

What's pal doing to her ?! :O

Next on,

MAHJONG MADNESS ! Look at my combination! Dong dong fa ba wan sounds so nice right?!

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Last but not least, we've finally come to the end of my blog entry ! This Thursday went out with my clique to Ion Orchard and then dinner at Jalan Kayu.(Dunno what's the exact spelling of that place) . So nice touring around Ion when there's not much people around. Even the toilet looks so grand there. Pictures up !

So grand right?!

This is pal with her tiramisu ice cream cupcake. (Y)

Before meeting Venus for dinner, we were still loitering @ Ion Mos burger there, had onion rings for snacks. Then pal snapped a shot of me wearing her hairband LOL.

COOL ! I so love my hair here!

Then we left and met Venus in the train. Took 86 and travelled all the way to MadJacks for dinner hehe.

Nice shot. Don't you look hot babe? ;)

Camwhoring in the bus LOL.

Reggie looks scary.

HAHAHAHA I think this is funny! :D

YAYNESS. 19 bus stops and finally reached Mad Jacks. Before the food comes, we were still entertaining ourselves with camera...

Here comes the drink first.

Next was the side dishes !!!!!!

Please drool. The chicky wings are calling you to swallow them up whole.

HEHEH. Here comes my grilled fish with creamy sauce! Venus ordered the same as me!

Here goes pal's grilled fish with honey lemon sauce. :P

Mehhhhhhhhhh~ The lamp chop of Reggie's.

Then we went to this dou hua shop for "desserts..."

I think reggie looks nice in this picture lol. Not considered as unglam shot eh?

Cheesyyy. :D

Too full to finish all. Only Reggie finished up hers. Huge appetite ;D

Alright! Finally done with my super long entry !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yayyyyyyyyyy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-10-12T01:21:00.001+08:00

Emotional entry.

2010-10-10T10:42:00.002+08:00

Cool. Last evening mum told me the sunset view at the back of my house looked magnificent. Therefore, again, I've pictures to share here !!!

Initially this was what mum saw when she was at the kitchen --> The reflection from our kitchen window. She can see the sunset rather clearly from here.

So here it is, for real.

A pity I can't really capture the best angle out of it and the sun has already started to descend. ):

The last one.

Cheers! Going out to 买东西,吃东西 later with Sy. :P

2010-10-07T17:55:00.005+08:00

OMG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I nearly freaked myself out when my mum opened the rice cooker a moment ago and let out a small scream. I was like what happened and went to take a look. Mum said there's a lizard in the rice cooker, she was so taken aback that she immediately closed the rice cooker. TO MY BIGGEST SURPRISE, I saw one lizard head sticking out from the rice cooker. I gave a high pitch scream and mum covered both her ears. -.-

I wanted to take a picture and post it here BUT I decided not to because I'm afraid I might freak out again LOL. Please it's damn gross. My body is still shivering now(a bit exaggerating) and I pity the lizard, with mouth opening agape and closing time and again. I think its half body has already been cooked. AND THERE'S RICE IN THE RICE COOKER BECAUSE MY MUM IS COOKING TODAY.

Yeah I'm super afraid of lizards because when I was young, I had this experience of a BIG FAT LIZARD ran past one of my hands when I opened the cupboard. I had such close contact with a lizard before, it's super CLOSE to me. AHHHHHHH no I'm not going to carry on bout this anymore. AND my bro still claimed that was the stupidest lizard he's ever seen. He even went to use a wooden chopstick to fling at the lizard and shouted at it. There's no response at all. The lizard doesn't move. It died so horribly... X_X

2010-10-03T16:54:00.002+08:00

Few days back when I came out from my bathroom I saw the sunset at the back of my house. The view was super duper mesmerizing so I decided to capture it down !! At that time my camera only left a red battery bar flashing like mad. Fortunately I managed to take a few nice shots of the view. The nicest ones have been posted to facebook. I wanted to post it on Flickr but only realize my Flickr account is gone cause I didn't log in for more than 2 weeks. =.=

I've created a new account but I'm lazy to upload the photos back there again. HAHAHA. Okay, not NOW. (:

These 3 shots were not so well taken. To put it bluntly, the pictures here are ugly. LOL. But the clouds captured my attention! Look at the clouds! Looks like cotton candy right?!

#1.

#2.

#3.

Erghhhhh see the building so extra there. :@

But the cloud looks like mian hua tang! :D

2010-10-03T12:55:00.003+08:00

Yeah I changed my blog layout last night. Had a hard time dealing with the links because the link section is not given. And I thought I can't do with the link section without a single photo there (as you can see the other sections like affliates, profile, tagboard and archives already have a photo for each one of them.) , so I decided to add in one extra narcissist photo of mine into the link section okay?! :D HAHAHAHA.

This current blogskin appears differently in both mac and pc. It looks fine on both just that in the tagboard section, there's actually this word "trademark" above the picture but it can't be seen on mac. But on the other hand, some part of the hyperlinks appear cool on mac but not on the pc! For example when you point the mouse on the labels it'd slowly fade away! Hmm maybe I shall go edit the effect on the links as well. :D To top it all, when you place your mouse on each section on the left hand side, they will swipe to aside! That's cool! They move! But they remain stagnant on pc. Grr. >:(

Anyway just for your information, this creator of this blog layout stated that this blog appears best using Google Chrome.

Oh and 1 thing about my semester 2, I only found out 2 days ago that my term begins on 25th October and not on the 18th! Yay! I have 3 more weeks left to school reopen! Extra one more week given woots! *jumps around in glee* I'm glad in this long term 3 months holidays I've achieved 3 things.

#1 - Hanged out with friends !! Shopping, kiteflying, 买东西，吃东西，买东西，吃东西! I want more of this in future! Shall do it more often during the holidays !!!!

#2 - Finally did my collage and have it done !! Though it looks sucky pardon for my photoshop skills. AND I've the 3rd one done just last night! Well actually I made all this collages, it's more like making my own wallpapers for my pc. LOL.

#3 - Had my blog layout changed. HAHAHA. Actually this wasn't my first pick in the first place, I found a simple and nice one initially but then this captured my eyes more so I decided to choose this. :D

Oh yes and recommend those who have not been to this place for FOOD before. Maybe you should go and try WhYoghurt at Thomsom Plaza! The food there is really nice ! But the area for seats err is like kinda small. Hurhur. Maybe after your proper breakfast/lunch/dinner you can try their ice cream there as well.

And just opposite WhYoghurt (face to face), there's this Dino cake shop. I recommend you guys to buy the japanese snacks from there, nice crackers neh!

A long post after a long time. HAHAHA. Alright I shall get going. Tata !

P/S: All the best for your result release ! To Qiuxuan and Pal. ;)

2010-10-01T14:08:00.002+08:00

Great! Passed my 1st sem with GPA of 3.0862! :)

Congrats to my fellow friends also! =DDDD! U guys damn pro (Y).

2010-09-26T14:30:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHA HELLO. Life has been great for me, I managed to go hangouts with my friends during these long-term holiday. Mostly shoppings and kite flying hhahaahah. Alright, the below two pictures were taken by me when I was having my photography lesson. I chose these two for my exhibition before this holiday. :D

Grr I should have requested the glossy effect on the photos. It'd have been much nicer!

Then I went out with Melissa during one of the Saturdays. Saw this puppy which is sooo adorable looking and my fear for puppy is gone! Yay! I played with the puppy!

See? Looks like some soft toy dog right?! HAHAHA.

2010-09-23T13:14:00.004+08:00

I've been doing collage lately for leisure purposes, hahaha.

AND OH PLEASE GET MY WINDOWS INSTALLATION DONE QUICKLY AND SUCCESSFULLY.

2010-09-20T10:44:00.001+08:00

I realised I haven't been listening to chinese songs for a long time! I like this song, I think it fully describes how I feel right now, at this moment.

2010-09-03T18:20:00.002+08:00

Wow, a long time since I blogged. 2 weeks go, I fell ill and the illness just kept dragging and dragging. Fever, cough, body aches, flu, felt nauseous and threw up twice, visited the doctor twice. Fortunately, I recovered. :)

Hmm, backtrack to 2 days back, which was Teacher's Day, I went back my secondary school with my friends to visit the teachers. Prepared gifts for all the teachers and had a nice conversation with the school cleaner, auntie. :)

So glad to see them again! (Y).

Oh and then went out with Reggie and Jerjer yesterday! Shopped at Bugis, took neoprints and then headed to Seoul Garden for dinner. 3 hours of dinner time. Shiok :P

Good luck for your exams babe! And pal, jiayou for your studio project! Gotta have some fun together again after the exams kay? ;D

2010-08-11T13:14:00.002+08:00

Woke up from a dream this morning which got me so emotional that it's like I was having morning blues. I quickly washed up, got myself ready and headed school to collect my art stuff.

On my way back, I took bus 52. Fortunately there isn't many people waiting for bus at the bus stop, the bus has quite a lot of empty seats. I took the back seat at one corner again. With no one beside me, the feelings tend to evoke again.

Tearing and tearing perpetually. Totally can't stop the tears from flowing down. That kind of loneliness and emotional feeling is back to me. Reminiscing about the past, those days and fond memories, it's.. more than sadness...

2010-08-10T11:46:00.004+08:00

Hi! Back to blogging mode! Went to school this morning to pass my sketchbooks to Anita. And I thought I'm heading out with my clique after this. Yet they are so occupied with their own activities! I'm again staying at home to rot. :( I think I shall go for a swim later.

I hate to be alone at home. Sometimes I'm afraid of loneliness. But there are also times when people like to be their own private space to rejuvenate their flagging spirits. I can't imagine when one day, I might grow old and die with no family members beside me at all. My life would be so lonely and dull. Some people choose to be single in their entire life. Because they feel that getting into a relationship is just too complicated. Life is already complex enough, so why not make it simple and carefree? That's what my cousin thinks. She chooses to be single.

But have you ever thought of the fear of growing old, when you come to this point of life called death. For people who choose to stay single, it's very devastating to break the news to one, that our family is not going to be here for us forever. We will age and die one day. This explains why some people choose to get married and have their own family. When people grow old, you will feel the fear of loneliness, I'll bet. And that's why you wanted so much to get a partner who can share the weals and woes with you, till death.

I've tried so hard to reflect myself. I have no idea what is it that I've tried so hard to figure out, and I'm still unable to understand. Perhaps I've already understood, but I choose to be adamant.
Adamant to fight for the one I love or whatsoever.

I believe there must be reasons why the sudden change in your mind. So, just come clean with me. I wouldn't expect much from you now. I'm just very upset and annoyed that you've never come clean with me in anything. Since you have already harboured this intention long time ago, you shouldn't have done this to me. If you still have a heart, I guess you will still have some sense of guilt in you. Or is it because I've eaten your heart up? Haha...

Why bother to even start a relationship in the first place? It's no longer about giving me more time for me to cool down now. Is something bothering you? I've no idea in what way I've offended you. I'm sure at some point of time you found me a nuisance... I'm so irritating at times, I supposed.

When relationship faces problem, you just wanted to end it quickly without giving the best reason. I know you must be thinking when women tend to face problems in relationship, we will never open our eyes to look for the "truth" we want. If you feel it this way, then just say it out. Don't ever hide your feelings and keep it to yourself. You must be thinking that I've never trusted you. How so? How would I know what's going on in your mind when you persist in bottling up to yourself? When problems exist in a relationship, shouldn't we try our best to figure out what exactly went wrong? If the both of us just let our ego run over us, then we will never worked out the best solution and things just ended vaguely. It's hurtful for both parties, isn't it?

If there is no solutions to solve a problem, then why would people say that when problem exists, there is definitely a solution for it ?

You can just correct me whenever I said something wrong. Communication in real life is very important, not in the VIRTUAL world.

You gave up so easily eventually. So you have no rights to say I'm giving up easily.
You treated it like a game. Am I wrong to say that? So you have NO rights to say that I've never treated our relationship seriously!

We should really change our attitudes. We are both in the wrong. So you can't say that it's NOBODY'S fault.

What kind of freedom do you want? Just say it out. Why is that you wanted so badly to return to your singlehood out of the sudden? It's really my bad, perhaps.

I just want the reasons, as simple as that.

2010-08-08T10:27:00.005+08:00

Many things had happened for the past few weeks. There are both happy and sad times. I am thankful that I've such great friends around me who have been giving me moral supports, encouragements and root for me. Yes people, thank you very much for those supports and encouragements. If it hadn't been you friends, I am afraid that I might be unable to pull through my ordeal. Throughout the past few weeks, I somewhat feel that I'm facing my first turning point in life. It seems that for the seventeen years in my life, this is by far the first time that I've experienced something which seriously tears through my heart everyday and every night.
Thanks for that, you've made me grown stronger and I've learned to finally soul-searched myself.

Haven't found a right time to vent out my thoughts here, because previously I was so busy with my projects and exhibition stuff, what's more, I totally lost the mood to blog. Pardon me about that friends, I know it'd be sad to see a friend mulling over such stuff. But to speak the truth, one will never know how I felt only if one has seriously been through what I've gone through. That's something I've come to understand. Never say you understand how I feel, if only you FULLY understood the process, then you'll know how devastating it is. And it's only I've seriously been through this for the first time in my life, I found myself finally understood the in-depth meanings of all the love songs which I used to listen to.

No matter what, I'm still awaiting that day. You know what day I'm referring to.

I'll continue my post if I've the time. Right now gotta head out with my mum. See ya!

2010-07-11T00:18:00.006+08:00

Good evening! I've accomplished two tasks today. (10 July 2010) Managed to complete my DWF drawings on 5 sketches but the colouring turned out to be rather bad. :/ Well it's alright ><

Next, I completed my 2DD which requires us to use Adobe Photoshop to create a montage for our Project 2 assignment. Initially was fretting over how to go about it since I'm not a photoshop expert. Well in any case, I've done it. Though it turns out quite unreal due to my lousy photoshop skills, I did my best and it's a good attempt huh. :P

Was browsing photos to upload in my Flickr account and miss the Melbourne days out of the sudden again, upon seeing the photos. It just brings back so much memories after looking at the photos. Yea and it just goes to show that time really flies fast...

Okay I shall put a stop to that and relate on my recent activities. As usual, schooling daily from morning till evening. Thousands of assignments, portfolios, projects, presentations, report writing........ ~.~

2010-06-27T14:28:00.005+08:00

Hi there! Gonna have a last update before school begins for tomorrow again. Another 6 more weeks to go for the next holiday! Jiayou jiayou! :P

Imma gonna upload the pictures for the Barbeque on Thursday night. The BBQ was overall, great, but a pity the girls went back home so early. Nevertheless I'm glad we enjoyed ourselves! :D

Yeah, initially the plan was to go for night cycling and then followed by BBQ. Can't believe we walked for half an hour to our BBQ pit when we'd already reached East Coast Park at 7pm. So by the time we reached the pit, the sky's already getting dark and the boys had a hard time setting up the fire due to the strong wind. Hence, there's no time for cycle already. :(

But we'll have our cycling activity on the next holiday okay! :D
Some photos to share here (:

Had a hard time dealing with the strong wind..

Look at shuying's hands! All burnt! HAHAHA.

Tsktsk! Take my camera zilian huh! XD

We forgot to buy marshmallow arghhh!

Just chicken wings, otah, satay and kebab sticks :(
The food tasted nice though :P

Pal wanted to take a picture of us hugging each other. But I kept laughing because for no reason I find it ticklish LOL!

Okay final attempt *holds back laughter*
EPIC PASS! XD

2010-06-22T09:14:00.006+08:00

Wow, look, it's Tuesday again and it's going to pour soon. Overcast sky and dark clouds. Couldn't really get to sleep well last night, tossing and turning, just thinking of what went wrong in between us which makes us feel weird when we met up with each other on the other day. I said it could have been because you've been too engrossed in doing your favourite stuff too much, and that explains why we haven't been communicating much for the past two weeks. You said, "Maybe?"

Many thoughts ran through my mind and there were many times I tried hard to express myself out to you. However, my emotions just got the better of me and once you're chatting with me, I felt stuck, became loss for words and tend to forget what I wanted to tell you earlier. I thought I need to take a breather, so I decided to let out my emotions in my blog.

But perhaps because sometimes you are just too insensitive, I thought you don't always quite get my hints and therefore it always leads me to the thought that you simply don't understand me. Nevertheless, I'm glad you said you will try to understand what I'm trying to say each time when I'm telling you something. :) I guess you're right, we need time to further understand each other.
I know you love your "hobby?" a lot and I know you can't do without it. I'm not trying to stop you from doing your favourite things and I know exactly in my mind that you want to let me have my private space on my own. Somewhat at some point of time I just feel that I'm being neglected, because you said we have no topics for us to chat about anymore. My heart sank. Actually I wonder if you know that sometimes just your presence is enough to comfort me. Thus, I've thought about it and I agree that we have been seeing each other too often and that results in minor conversations. Sometimes meeting once in awhile can even make our bonds become stronger. :)

Pardon me for venting out my frustrations on school work on you. Well, I was just trying to let off my steam at times because I didn't know how to deal with the stress, somehow. I thought that could be my only way to vent out by having pessimistic thoughts and words that spurt out from my mouth. My apologies on that.

You once asked me why are we being so live-less and you pondered is it because our honeymoon phase has come to an end? I teared and you asked me why. I don't know the exact reason why I teared so often nowadays, without you even realising it. I guess it could be due to my organisational stress which I came across when I was browsing through the newspaper one day, and it happened to tell us which category of stress we belong to. I supposed mine is that type of stress, the fear of not completing a task because of trying to cope with excessive workload. The other reason may be because I've this train of thoughts that have been running through in my mind that you're not in the way which you used to be and I thought the main reason is again, because you've been too obsessed in your hobby. Many things ran through my mind but it seems like I can't bring myself to express it out, so I guess this was the reason why I teared. There were times which I tried to hold back my tears. I didn't want you to know I'm tearing because I know you'll ask why and I wouldn't know how to reply you then. And neither do I want to "kill" you, like what you've said. Hence I tried hard to control the tears.

But you broke your promise last night. I've expected it though. Just that I thought you haven't made up your mind so I thought I shouldn't jump to any conclusion first. Yet you told me you decided to postpone and you declared boldly that the outing is still on when I questioned you about it on the other day. You told me you don't like to go out more than twice on a week. But I thought you could have made an exception for the sake of me once in awhile, not all the time because I know it may be tiring on you too.

True enough, I understand that you and I are both busy with our assignments which are still not yet completed but I thought you would have listened to my suggestion when I said we should have gone out on the first week of holiday. You said you wanted to settle the assignments first so that you can go out with ease with me. Yet, you didn't. You said you haven't borrowed the kite from your uncle and after thinking about it, I thought yes, it's quite difficult for you to borrow it since your uncle only visits your house during the weekends? Then again, you apologised to me with a "sorry.." when you used to say "sorry ):". Not sure whether you can tell the difference. Last night when I was chatting with Tomato, I just told Tomato I dislike people giving me a reply of dots " .... " because it seems to me that the person who is chatting with me gives me a feeling that he/she is telling me it is pointless to carry on with our conversation anymore.

At the same time, Tomato was telling me this, " It's funny how when someone says they love you, you can't really feel it, but when they say they don't love you anymore, you can feel every ounce of what was drain out of your entire being. " I fully agree with this sentence. This leads me to an instant thought and reflect on what you have told me when you were communicating with me on Sunday night, you said this to me, " I am sorry if sometimes I become insensitive, cold or sian, but most importantly, no matter what, I love you. " Yup, you truly touched me to the bottom of my heart. (L) And I thought this was enough. :) At that point of time, I truly felt sorry for being such a crybaby at times. Sometimes I just couldn't help it. But no matter what, I won't stop you from your hobby because I know you like it so much that sometimes I thought I ain't important enough compared to that. But then again, after giving myself ample time to think about it, I know I can't be that selfish either. =)

And right now if you are reading this, I don't know whether your way of understanding is similar to mine or not. Nonetheless, I decided not to hide my feelings anymore, be it from you or from myself.

I will continue loving you, like you always do. (:

2010-06-18T10:07:00.002+08:00

No work for holidays pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Went to Chinatown with <3 yesterday to do my photography portfolio. And I've to say, I desperately need a DSLR to do my portfolio! Why can't they just let us borrow earlier! I don't wish to complete my work when school is nearing!

Sometimes I don't like to do things for a certain purpose, and I meant that for my work. The result just turns out to be bad. Fullstop.

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Went to catch the Toy Story 3 movie yesterday too! I think the work that PIXAR produces is just so marvellous. (Y). You guys should catch this movie too! I haven't been watching cartoon movies for a thousand years LOL...

Ok gotta work on my damn sketches now. Project undone! Photography -> WHERE IS MY DSLR?! D:<

>:( !

2010-06-14T19:25:00.001+08:00

I regretted my attempt of trying to install Windows in my macbook. I totally ruined my laptop now. I won't ever wanna take the risk again.

2010-06-10T17:52:00.001+08:00

2010-06-10T16:42:00.005+08:00

Hello! My common test is over. Sat for two papers on Tuesday and today, and yesterday was DWF which is drawing fundamental where we have to sketch still life objects in real life on the spot.

Backtrack on Tuesday, we had FCP(Fundamental for Creative Professionals) paper in the morning and 2DD(2D Design) paper in the afternoon. We had no idea what to study for FCP! By looking at the FCP questions, I'll bet you'll definitely be reminded of the structured essay questions we used to do for Social Studies in our Secondary school days. So yup, SS, we have met again!! -.-

2D Design, the paper was quite alright. But I also have no idea how much I will score for this paper since I'm also not very confident of my answers. =/ Hmm, the duration of the paper was 1h 30 mins and guess what? We finished the paper in half an hour's time! HAHAHA! Well, not to say that I've given up for the paper. I never gave up for the paper. But I ain't that confident either. So the chance of passing is kinda, I don't know. That depends on my luck. =/

Today, we had POP(Principles of Programming) in the morning and DPH(Digital Photography) in the afternoon. POP was ... I don't wish to talk about it. As for DPH, I think it was kinda alright. Just that I suffered from tummyache before the test even began and during the test! >< I tried to endureeeeeee. When I went up to submit my paper, David asked me if it was good or alright and wished me good luck. Haha.

Okok, enough said about Common test. Let's talk about the outing on Bri's birthday celebration which is like two weeks ago as I've promised I'll update about the outing after I've settled down everything. :D

So basically on that day, we went to J8 for pizza hut and Marina Barrage to destressss. :D

Photos are arranged from back to front order :D

The birthday girl! :D I think pal took this picture. :D

Baobei's photography skills not bad wor :O
Hehe. Jumping motion shots xD

V :D

Marina Barrage!

Brought my 2DD homework there to do ><

Sexy legs!

Pal I bet you took this yourself hehe xD

People prepared to fly kite there!

You know us. So I shan't introduce. :P

Pizza hut!!!

Oh, I looked unglam. :O
All these shots were taken before we went to Pizza Hut restaurant there. :P

I'm obsessed with iPhone games!!!!!!!!!!

I looked like I'm giving attitude. :P

Okay! So that's all! Pictures also up in facebook :)

2010-06-03T06:56:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps! I'm sorry for the delay on the uploading of photos for bri's birthday celebration!
Anyway, the photos have been uploaded in facebook in a new album which I've just created. I'll also update the process of the birthday celebration including some of the photos to be shared here, but just give me some time cause I've been real busy with my common tests coming up next week and 2 more projects to be done due tomorrow. ><

Take care people! :)

2010-05-27T14:08:00.003+08:00

Currently in school, having 3 hours of break time. Just had chicken rice again, *pats tummy*, meanwhile thought of blogging since I've neglected it for quite sometime. I've a hard time catching up with my Programming! I've got tests in week 8 and today is already week 6. How am I going to revise for my Programming in such a short time when I'm such a slow learner?

Yesterday, I asked my brother 2 if he has learned Programming before since he's going for the animation industry currently. He said he learned before but he's forgotten. From my observation of what he's been doing recently, I noticed he's been dealing with all the computer illustration stuff now. I thought it'd be super cool and impressive if you're able to come up with a drawing that is really realistic using computer illustration. Yet I've no confidence in myself achieving this. I feel so inferior especially when I talk about Programming. I feel so helpless.

I've been emotionally unstable nowadays. I realised I've been throwing tantrums very easily these days. I'm sorry about that. But there's always something in my mind which I'm unable to express my thoughts out and after all these years, it's still been the same. I need the time to complete my portfolios and projects for this week. 3 days ain't enough.

Alright, enough about ranting. Hey people!! I've 3 photos for you guys here!! You know I've been doing a lot of photography shoots during my photography lessons. Next week I'm gonna have a presentation of the pictures I took using digital camera in my flickr account. Wish me luck ><

So here are the 3 photos of all the other not-so-nice pictures I've taken using the DSLR? :D
Comments if there's any? :)

This is one of the pictures I took during my lesson One. That's Hweefennn btw. She's (Y)! :D

The recent photograph I've taken in my school when we're supposed to walk around the vicinity near our block one or two weeks ago. I think it's a rainy morning on that day so the dewdrops happened to form on the flower! :D

And this final photo is the one I took on this Monday. Came across this lonely ah pek sitting at the sports complex there and decided to take a shot of it. What do you think hmm?

P/S: All original photos not edited ones :D

2010-05-18T22:59:00.005+08:00

Love! XDD

Last Saturday, went out with my baobei! to hunt for someone's present *ahem* x)

I'll just upload some of the photos here! Nothing much to talk about anyway :P
Ohhhh! Just that the street food satay and chicken wings are (Y) ! Ichiban! xD
Well as you can see, we went to somerset 313 la :P

Here, we camwhored outside the loo X_X Baobei wanted to be my hairdresser, helping me to tie my hair! xD

Taaadaaaaa! ><

See the baby mickey mouse and Pooh so adorable! XD

Getting late, gotta turn in now. Sweet dreams! :)

2010-05-11T10:17:00.004+08:00

Currently in school waiting for my partner to meet me and have our project discussion later on. In the meantime, gotta update about Jerlina meimei's birthday celebration on last friday 07/05/10! :D

I didn't take many pictures on that day. Hence, only have a few photos to share here. :)

I remember the best part of the birthday celebration was that we decided to stand somewhere in the middle of Orchard Road and sang happy birthday song for Jelly! Hahahahah! Good fun! :D

Dinner at Pastamania and as usual, took our neoprints. :D

Alright, some photos below here in random order :)

Once again, wishing Jerlina a happy happy 17th birthday on 07/05/10! We all love you <3 :)

2010-05-01T11:11:00.005+08:00

Finally able to settle down and blog after the entire long weekday had passed by. And a blink of an eye, weekend has arrived again. Let me recall the events which took place for this week. :)

Oh yes, last saturday, Jerlina, Venus and I hanged out together for the Monga movie. The movie duration lasts for 2 hours plus and it's actually quite nice. Hmm, just that I finally understood why is it NC16 already. -_-

Before the movie, after buying the tickets, we went to Long John Silver's to grab a bite. It's been long since I last ate at Long John Silver's. Actually, I kinda like the french fries there. :PSo after the movie, we found a spot for us to take pictures and our usual conversation began. :) Here it goes, the pictures to share. :)

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Back to the happenings of this week. Hmm, nothing much to talk about except for the busy schedule I have. Oh yes, let's talk about my presentation. I can say, it's over successfully! :D I think I ended at around 5 mins accurately. Haha. But the point is fortunately I wasn't tongue-tied or loss for words of what to say. And on Tuesday, I attended my IS module as usual. And out of the sudden everyone was to be given a 1-minute speech for role play. We were kinda shocked beyond words. Haha. But the feedback I received was considered as quite alright. The teacher said I've given a good speech just that the points are a bit irrelevant. :/

Okay and yesterday! We had the Dance For Fun Variety Show and there were 16 classes participating in the dance performance and my class is one of them. I'm sure every single one of us had enjoyed ourselves thoroughly. For the first time in my life, I truly enjoyed the whole process of the performance. xD It was simply GOOD FUN. (Y) Although we didn't win eventually, nonetheless I love it! Can we have an encore please? Hahaha!

I've to say, I love my 1M03 class! We are super duper bonding! (L)(L)(L)! Sigh, but sad to say, perhaps we need to be separated in the second year already because my course has 2 options for the 2nd and 3rd year. You can either be animator or interactive media designer in future. So there are 2 paths for us to choose. But I guess most of my classmates want to be animator in future. For me, I'm still contemplating about it. But I'll really miss you guys! :)

And I wonder if my lucky numbers are 1 and 3. Because I realised so far, throughout my secondary and tertiary life, the first year when I got into my secondary school days, I'd been posted to 1E3. Similarly, for the first year of my tertiary education, I've been posted to 1M03.Look, there's always a 1 in front and a 3 behind. LOL ! I love my birthday date to the max! xD

Okay, signing off here. Gotta work on my assignments soon. JIAYOU ! :)

2010-04-22T20:32:00.002+08:00

I realised this is my 500th post already! :D

Haha. Another day passed by. This morning met with WW again and went for early breakfast at the usual Makan Place there. Again, saw Wei Quan and Maing Kun already at Makan place!! :D
Hahaha! And there's another good thing happened again for today. During my lunch break, my class and I gathered at Studio 7 to do our Microsoft Powerpoint slides which we're supposed to do a presentation about the morning talk by a Caucasian lecturer today.

Out of the sudden, I heard something calling my name and it's actually Brianna!!! :DDD
Super elated to see her there, haven't seen her for quite sometime already. I miss all my clique! :D So we had a short conversation after that. Caught up with each other's happenings these days.
Bri and my other gang, let's jiayou together! :)

Guess tomorrow will be bombed with a sudden presentation again. Sigh. What I actually detest most is presentation. But ever since that day I've chosen MMA as one of my choices in JAE form, I've already expected it's all about presentation for my next 3 years of Tertiary Education.

Today was a long day. I reached home at about 7.16pm. This is because we had to turn up for the Dance Variety show performed by our seniors to give them support. The performances were really great. I can tell the dancers put in a lot of effort for it. Next week will my our turn. :(
But, I don't think my body is flexible enough to dance at all! :(

&Not forgetting to thank Wei Wen! You've been a great great great helper today! <3
I'm really apologetic for having wasted your precious time for your self revision. Supposedly your lesson ended at 2 and you're able to head home already. But I kept delaying your time, time and again, just to help me to carry the super heavy notebook, notebook charger and that huge plastic bag of art materials! It's been hard on you! Had it not been your help, I guess I might have already collapsed once I reach home. Hence, I'm truly grateful for that. :) (Y) (L).

P/s: Hehehehe and I shall reward you another time! xDD

2010-04-21T18:53:00.003+08:00

Today can say, had been a great day! :D
In the morning, met with WW and went to school together. We were like so engrossed in our conversation and didn't realize Wei Quan and Maing Kun were behind us all the time! Hahahaha!
It was when Kimberley shouted "Wei Quan!" only then are we aware that they were behind us.
LOL! But it's nice to see them and we went Makan Place together for their morning breakfast. :D
We spent quite sometime together in the morning and it reminds me of 4e2 again. :'(
I wish for another gathering please!

After that, we have to go our separate ways for our lessons already. :(
Sigh. I was quite nervous and anxious when I had my lesson in the morning. Perhaps because I'm afraid of what's about the happenings in the later of the day. Because I was told that we'd be having a talk in the afternoon and after the talk, each student has to write a 350 words of reflection regarding the talk. Initially I was worried that I'm not up to it. Because I've never written such a long reflection before. :O

I only have one lunch break from 12noon to 1pm for the first week. After lunch, I proceeded to LT 26 for the talk. I was early for about 40 minutes so I decided to switch on my macbook and use it for awhile whilst waiting for the rest to arrive. When it's about 1 and the talk begins, I must say, not only just for me, but I believe everyone finds the talk interesting! So far, there has never been a talk that can be more intriguing like this one. We were so engrossed with Mr. Martin Tan's talks! I didn't snore, neither did I feel sleepy at all! Hence, kudos to Mr Martin! :D

Following next, we were supposed to write a 350-word reflection about the talk. Therefore, we proceed to our perspective classrooms and do our reflection. This reflection is to train us to see whether plagiarism takes place in us because NP is strict about students committing plagiarism.
When I've submitted my reflection, I refreshed the page for twice or thrice to see the matching result of plagiarism. &wheeeeee, it says 0% plagiarism for me! ^^

Completed one reflection today, but for the next two consecutive days, there are still reflections to do. :( And I think we gotta apply the research skills we have learned today on writing of reflections. This will be a bit tougher than usual. I hope nothing goes wrong for tomorrow. ><

Oh and my shoe strap broke halfway when I was walking to the class. Luckily I have Samantha to accompany me to buy a new pair of flip-flop at Cheers. I quickly changed to the new pair of slippers and discarded the spoilt one. Having settled this problem, Samantha followed me to IT helpdesk to setup my Microsoft software for Macbook and also have the anti-virus program installed. Thanks Samantha for your company! :D

I guess it's all settled now, for my macbook! Endure for my projects and individual presentations coming up about 2 weeks later! >< Public speaking. Oh well, this day will come sooner or later. :(

Oh yes! I've signed up for Photography as my CCA on Monday! :D There will be Photography introduction meeting tomorrow though. I've no idea whether I'll be able to rush to the lsct block for I've no idea where is this block located at and I've a dance variety show up for tomorrow until 6pm. Photography meeting for tomorrow will be from 6 to 8pm. :/

Alright, so that's about it for today. Tomorrow will be another long day again! But I look forward to the morning, not lessons that I'm referring to. :P

2010-04-18T12:45:00.007+08:00

Went to Orchard Central with Wei Wen yesterday for some shoppings. We spent the entire day at Orchard Central and Central Point. Allow me to summarise the things we'd done and then I'll have some pictures to share after I'm done with the typings.

I remembered when we first reached Orchard Central, we went up to the top level which is the roof garden. The escalator is so damn long. O_O We were idling at the roof garden there and took a short hiatus before we moved on. Next, we went to walk around in Orchard Central and I found the "studio" which I last took photos with my clique! (Girls I'll bet your know what I'm talking about!! :D) But changes took place there. The flooring remains unchanged but in front of the "studio" there are some shops opened already. So we didn't take any picture there because there were also passers-by walking past.

After this, we went to Pets Lover Centre and visited the pets there. Hahahaha. The hamsters and guinea pig are so adorable!! :D Pictures are available below. :)

Oh yes, then we went to a damn Esprit shop and WW bought a new shirt for himself. :)

There, I tried a few sunglasses on and took a few narcissist pictures of myself. xD

And then WW tried a hat on. It looks pretty cool on him! Was about to take a picture of him but the damn shop assistant saw it and forbidded us to take pictures. WHAT A WASTE. -.-

Then we continued our walkings in the air-conditioned emporium and soon our stomachs are growling. Grabbed a bite at MacDonald's and we headed to Times to hunt for books. Spent some time sitting down waiting for WW to finish reading his favourite Chef's book but out of the blue the lights went off because it's getting late and the shop is closing already. We headed out the shopping mall and had our usual night walk again. Had a conversation about my new coursemates with him and we talked about the Secondary school days, night studies and all that. Nice, I like I like. :)

Alright! Pictures to share before I go! :D

Thanks love one for the above rose puzzle which you'd specially made for me! You definitely have great patience in you. :D I seriously have no idea how you managed to figure out the rose pisces one by one and combine them together to form a rose. O_O (Y) (L).

We took this at the roof garden...
See this fat and adorable hamster! His clique all fighting down there then he's the only one hiding at one corner munching food! Keep eating non-stop! LOL!

Guinea Pig! x)

Me trying out the shades. :D

Chanced upon this sheep soft toy and WW says it's cute and he took it. Haha.

Random takings. ^^

The End. :)

2010-04-16T21:13:00.003+08:00

Turned up for my Induction camp today. Had a long and tiring day. Hmm, alright, first of all, met Kian Yong and Wilson at Ngee Ann bus stop. But after we've found our own class, we're soon split into different groups.

Had some talks in the morning and we started to assemble back to our perspective classrooms at 11. We did some self introduction and meet our mentor. After filling us more details about our coursework, the mentor left and we began to have icebreaking games to know one another better.
Played quite a number of games like concentration and there's one whereby we walked around shaking one another hands doing self-introduction. I remembered we also play one game known as "a-what?" LOLS. This is quite fun! Hahahaha! There's twice I made a mistake about the game. Sotong me :P

Heh. Later there were lunch break for one hour. Following our lunch break, we went back to the Lecture Theatre to gather and do some cheerings. Next, that will be campus tour with games.
There were many many stations. Supposedly we should be dismissed by 5pm sharp but we're unable to complete all the stations because it's already past 5. Oh yes! We also played a game which is entitled as "100 seconds" (?), something like we need to complete many tasks within 100 seconds. Ha! And I painted one of my male coursemates' fingernails. :P
Because the game requires 2 of the girls from the class to put on nail polish for 2 of the guys. :P

And there was also this game which requires us to hold hand in hand to get the hoolahoops over our body? I think you know what I'm talking about. Haha. Quite fun too. Next Monday I'm gonna report to school by 10am! I'm happy and sad, mixed feelings. Sighhh. :(
For our particular course, we have to perfom on next coming Thursday, dancing as a class. We have to come up of ideas for the dance and the class has to wear the same colour Tshirt. I don't know how to dance ahhhhhh!

Out of the sudden, I miss my clique so badly... :(

2010-04-15T20:01:00.003+08:00

I'll be having my Induction Programme tomorrow from 9 to 5pm. I'll update about my programme for tomorrow when I'm online another time. :)

Oh yes!! I've finished reading my entire storybook before I get back to my study life next week!
Yay! It's a success to me! Hahahahaha! I'm gonna make new friends tomorrow and shan't have too little confidence in myself! Yesyes Gambatte Alida!

Memories fade with the passage of time. Is that so? Perhaps. =(
But I believe I'll always remember and miss my closest Secondary clique. <3
Hopefully we'll all give our best shots in Poly and head to University together! :D

Haha, the below picture was taken during last year August. I remembered we did this for the preparation of ph-renz carnival! :D Our handprints!! xD

I miss 4e2 '09! :D

A new start in Poly...

2010-04-11T00:07:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY MELISSA LOVE!! :D

My dearest childhood pal has turned 21! Time flies! She's someone who's dear to me like a sister :D Okay, I shall shorten my entry and not be too long-winded. :D

This was what happened today. I went to Bukit Panjang with my mum this evening to attend mel's birthday celebration! Reached her house at about 6 plus and some pictures to share before the buffet dinner! :D

With my jiejie! :D

With mel's mom! :D

That's me, Albert(mel's bro) and mel! :D

Awesome :D

This little kid is so adorable!! Her name is Emily Abby and she's a mixed blood from UK and Eurasian I guess?

Sweety pie! :D

The cake looks heartwarming ^^

Heh. This guy called Shawn/Sean/Shaun(no idea which is the correct spelling) is freaking funny!! :D He's mel's cousin and just also going 21 this year. He's got a cool DSLR which he bought for $1600 himself!!!!!!!!!! He showed me his dslr and allowed me to figure the things out. Kekeke.
And this chap even took 2 shots of me which I wasn't really aware of it initially -.- Hahaha!

Alamak, nice effects ~.~

The guys. :D

Mummy likes to disturb him a lot xDD

That's all for today. I've summarised it. Enjoyed my day :)