So here comes June, which is already three months after I turned 21. Got back my results and I did better than last semester. Feels so relieved to see mum's totally overjoyed for me that she teared. Even though I haven't really accomplished anything much to take care of my folks.. I'm thankful for the 21 years of guidance, support, encouragement that my folks have given me. Without them, I'm nothing. Of course the surroundings, peers and those who have been through all the days with me till today. Thankful to those who've put up with me, given me the support to allow me to sort of "venture". Eventually, they're still willing to stay by my side. I love them all so dearly.

Many things have changed throughout the journey of self-discovery. The processes that I went through make me realize my thinking is different as compared to the past... Learning how to accept how things have become the way it is today, to accept the fact that I'm already a grown-up now; learning how to completely let go of myself. It sucks because one day you'll find yourself become more self-conscious about your appearance and the way you behave towards people during interaction. Especially when you come to this phase in your life and it seems like you're being forced to learn how to deal with things in a meticulous manner.

What I'd do to handle all kinds of different situations... I don't have a say in that yet.

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Maybe I'll learn something new next week. 

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I'm contented but at the same time, I haven't felt enough about myself yet.

Till then.