I was just checking out the calendar and sort out the deadlines of my upcoming tests, reports, projects and assignments which are mostly due in March. I have barely started on my revision and research. But guess what, I was up all night, suffering from insomnia again! :(

Well this is really bad. Too much things on my mind, too much work to rush for the deadlines. Yet I'm still taking my own sweet time to chill. :/

Anyways, I got my direction figured out! :D finally hehehe most likely wanna do an intern in a magazine company. I've been thinking about it for quite a long time, I don't have the courage to do so. Can I just do a market research regarding fashion/life magazines??? 

Will I be able to do a report regarding that? Maybe an editor? Or perhaps just an assistant? Well ya I know it's not easy and it's quite unlikely to happen. I'm not good at language. Can I work at SPH magazine???

But there will always be a backup plan. I still haven't fulfilled my wish to run around attending roadshows and events. I'd like to see how people are styled up by famous designers, and write reviews on upcoming or current fashion trends after attending the roadshows. Can I just do thatttt?

Can I see a show of hands for support?? lollll.