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Thursday, December 05, 2013

Searching for a balance

Sup it's December! How are the rest of you doing? I guess I'm doing pretty good lately. Taking a moment to be thankful that the people around me are all healthy, safe and sound. December is one of my favourite months of the year! Yet it is also one of the saddest compared to any other months. Because it's time to pause and reflect for all the things I've done throughout the entire year. I'm not one who is good in words so I guess I'll probably do a mass photo throwback of 2013 by the end of this month. :)

Uh. This year December is gonna be another mundane day. To add on to it, I'm not in any of the festive mood to celebrate Christmas or New Year. But I don't mind to hold a mini gathering with a few of my closest people. As contradicting as it may sound, I love gatherings during festive seasons. But to organise one really takes a hell lot of effort. I didn't grow up in a family that always holds parties or celebrations or any other gatherings. And that's probably why whenever I'm invited for some events I'm just so not used to it. I don't anticipate a lot of the things that I used to look forward to when I was younger?

All that's left of me.. I guess I only want acceptance right now. Nothing else matters more than kinship(always) and friendships. Relationship... well maybe?

Just don't want to hurt or spoil any of the good friendships anymore. Live my life and just let it be.

一下子就这样过了二十年,接下来的日子才是你真正人生的开始。如果要活得开心,也知道有些事已经无法再弥补,就必须把过去所发生的事情都放下,这样才能往前走下去。

Sometimes taking the initiative would only make a fool out of yourself. Perhaps we are all a little weird.

#Random Throwback :-)







曾经想当DJ的梦想... lol.

Till then! :-*

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