It's funny how I was able to convince myself to press on and work hard, and loses all the motivation I initially had for myself the next moment.

It's funny how I can laugh heartily with a bunch of people, and still gets the "empty" feeling when I'm all alone. 

It's an irony when I told myself to stay positive, and be all negative again.

It's funny how I'm feeling all energetic at this moment, and then lethargic another minute. 

It's sucky when I'm unable to fall asleep at night especially when I'm feeling really worn out. 

... So I suffered from anxiety disorder again. 

... So I still do get occasional breakdowns and panic attacks.

29th July 2013. 

... Caught up with those symptoms. 

"Hey you seem to be in deep thoughts", someone said this to me. 

I guess I always am.