Time waits for no man.

I'm growing up, while my folks are getting older day by day.

This feeling.. it's something I can't describe. It just happened to dawn on me that in seven years more to come, they will both turn 70; and I'll be 27. The thought of it is super scary.

My throat is hurting right now. :@

Mama is gonna be 63 this coming Saturday. Our family doesn't do birthday celebrations. I remember when I was young, she's the only one who got me the super huge and squarish chocolate fudge cake from one of those famous cake shops which had already long gone.

Well anyway, I've gotten a job! Gonna work at a Golf Club doing retail sales. Good thing is that I can totally save my bus fare. Yes that's a plus. The working hours are pretty good too. And given my condition now, the environment is pretty peaceful. So I'm gonna be working on Labor's Day. Oh what a great date that I'll never forget. Hahaha.

I'm still having sleeping disorders these days. Definitely still on medication period since my throat and hearing are kind of like.. crazy. Anyway, I'll be going for work in a short while. Thought of updating my blog before I leave house. :)

First day of work I've been trained to do stock taking and cash registering? Well still pretty unfamiliar with the stocks and codes and I need more time to adapt to market products. Hahaha. I guess it's really about time for me to self motivate myself to be diligent again. I haven't been reading books lately and I just feel it's pretty dumb to be on the net 24/7 because it will only make my brain rot and grow horizontally.

C'mon dear myself, please buck up and upgrade yourself.

( And btw, I think Lasalle doesn't want me. Oh kay then. )

Oh yes and I had a good bonding time with Annie (Sis-in-law-to-be; hopefully). It's really nice of her to invite me to Star Awards Live Show last Sunday. My brother wasn't interested to go with her.. -_-
But she's really nice and I appreciate the thought. :D

And I got so emotional over the death of Mr. HWY when everyone was standing up live and followed by loud applause after the speech by his family. Sigh. Life is just too suffering and fragile... and unpredictable.

Oh well back to my life update. I've lots of things to type it all out but I don't really have the patience to sit down and list down every single thought running through my mind. So I'm gonna break the train of thoughts and just type out whatever stuff I can think of currently. Ya know, thinking/saying is always so different from doing it. I always picture myself typing all sorts of posts that I wish I could have them all typed out in a good grammatical sense without any damn errors but when it comes to reality, I just stare blankly at the screen wondering how I should go about doing a good post. DAMN.


Right now I can only say family matters. I guess I've taken too many things for granted. I've been doing all that I can and I'll just go about thinking what I can do to help Mum lighten her load. Just too mind-boggling thinking of such stuff but it's a necessity. I've been trying the best that I could and all I ever wanted was to have a simple meal with my family. Just sit down with me and talk about all sorts of things. My brothers, my folks, they are all so busy. Everyone is trapped in this busy cycle, especially Mum when I knew that she's just right there for me to rant and complain about myself, and I'll be there for her to listen to her woes too. We are just a simple family, not well-to-do, perhaps you can say.. average. But I know, we shouldn't make comparison. It couldn't have been better. All I need is probably just bonding time with friends and family and also myself.

I'll continue to make self improvements. :>