Well hello there.

Pretty heartache for all the university application fees that I'd already spent on. Kept having wavering decisions, can't make up my mind which path to take after Poly ended.

Speaking of which, 3 years flew by just like that?! I can't even. It feels so unreal but at the same time too unbelievable that we are all going on our separate ways (I supposed it is, right?) Correct me if I'm wrong.

March was my birthday month. It had gone by too fast. Two days right after my birthday celebration, I was suffering from a serious ear infection condition. So I was resting at home for two weeks, having porridge for every single meal of the day. (It's okay since mum cooks it and I like porridge). Count myself lucky, at least this happened after my birthday. To be exact, I was struck by ear and throat infection. Apparently, I haven't FULLY recovered yet. I'm still having hearing problem in my left ear. Well but can't be thankful enough at least I'm not deaf ?

During that two weeks, I couldn't really talk. I even had problem speaking or by just tilting my head slightly, I had to endure a very sharp pain affecting my entire left side of my head. Throat, head and ear, it was just too painful. In order to distract myself from the pain, I decided to work on my graduation portfolio for my graduation show which I didn't have the initial plan to kick-start on it. But I didn't want to be cooped up at home and do nothing. I know where I stand, my so called "portfolio" won't even stand a 0.1 chance to achieve that industry standard. I know, I just didn't want to say. And I know others don't want to put me down that's all. If I were to enter that Art school, it would be so ridiculous. So, now I'm pondering, should I or should I not to continue with my portfolio for the upcoming interview? Should I?

I turned down 3 jobs offer. It's okay, too much of happenings to be said right here. The conclusion is, I'm not going anywhere further. I made so MANY plans. SO MANY. I just can't decide because I always make up impromptu decisions before even knowing whether my "plans" will work out for me. I don't want to pay the price anymore. I shall just continue to pursue my degree. I really want to study more. And no, I ain't prepared for anything.

Right now even though my hearing still hasn't returned back to normal, at least I won't have to deal with the excruciating pain anymore. So 2 weeks of that recuperation period went by, I made plans in that week, I was kinda in a state of confusion. (Maybe I always am) Settled some university application stuff here and there, basically running errands. Then next, assisted Pal on her portfolio which... I won't talk about that first till she goes for her interview. Hahahaha but really good fun. :D

What else..? Oh, I was invited for Guess Spring/Summer Fashion Show 2013 and brought my Mum along. I was so excited and couldn't believe when I saw all those pretty and hot looking models cat-walking right in front of my EYES. I took plenty photos but they are all lousy qualities taken by my phone so... I decided not to upload it. Anyway those are just photos of models cat-walking on the stage no one would be interested to look at the blurred photos.

They invited Keith Png (Local well-known celebrity Stylist) over to give a workshop on fashion styling. (Fashion Night Out with STYLE)

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