"Talk about the future like we had a clue"

 As mentioned from the title, "Talk about the future like we had a clue" Honestly speaking, I can somewhat predict things but definitely it's not like there's a 100% guarantee that things would definitely turn out as I thought.



I'm not an E.T so I don't have that supernatural powers.

Currently I'm typing this post with my ear infection still going on. It's been blocked for three consecutive days, the pain has lessened but I'll have this acute pain in my head quite often, it happens anytime. Really feels damn depressed about things that I've seen changes and still coping with the fact that I'm already 20, I'll time and again remind myself to behave more maturely. But you know, life sucks because when a person is upset for too long 'cause of bottled emotions (I supposed it is), it's like you're suffering from a nervous breakdown. With a poor mentality, it affects your physical health. Life is suffering... right now, I'm pretty worried for myself since there's this Adam Lambert concert on this Friday... I doubt I'm able to recover by that time. I'm prepared to go for the concert with this sharp pain in my head and a deaf ear. . . .  Feels really upset. Sigh.

It's okay, I can deal with all these issues. I still look pretty fine, I guess?