Please get your facts right before reprimanding me and stop telling me in such a manner that I wasn't helping at work. You misunderstood me terribly. I was told to in charge of whichever section that I'm in charge in. You spoke to me as if like you're speaking to Alien. I was pretty helpless. Yes, Manager. So? Doesn't mean you can talk to workers in such a fking manner. I'm totally pissed off to tears. Why the hell am I so weak? I'm fucking pissed with myself too. 

And the point is, IT WASN'T MY FAULT. I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG. 

I wish I could rant this all out but I'm tired. I'm struggling within myself, dealing with my emotions is my biggest challenge. My communication skills suck to the core, I can't express myself to even clear my own name. Things happened so fast that my reaction is always too slow to react. 

"It's physically hard to open your mouth and make the words come out. They don't come out smooth in conjunction with your brain the way normal people's words do. They come out in chunks as if from a crushed-ice dispenser..."

So, I just chose to keep quiet.