Good morning! Guess what I'm blogging using my phone, first time! HAHAHAHA! But gotta be careful from all the autocorrects lol which is super irritating at times wtf. Alright so currently lying in my bed, probably this would be the last time I'll be lazing around on my bed since I guess I won't have the chance to do that anymore once school begins, which is on this coming freaking Monday. Wtf, can you actually believe time flies so fast?! I can't. ��--> lol trying to use the EMOJI in my phone but I doubt it can be viewed in Internet hahaha. Just had a weird dream last night, or rather this morning? I don't know what's running through my mind nowadays and I just keep having weird and funny dreams at night. Bizarre. The most recent one I've dreamt of is actually my whole family. Everyone's spending family time together, wow that was amazing I like that kind of feeling when everybody in the house just gather around and chitchat, watch shows together. Family bonding time you call that. Yeah anyway, back to the dream, it's so funny because just out of the blue the scene jump cut to some invaders hiding inside our room and they came out holding pistols and all weapons. They came out to attack us wtf. Attack my family. Then we were all scared stiff. And the worst part is I have no freaking idea what the hell is wrong with my dream and suddenly the scene is jump cut to TAY PING HUI and together with his some other police officer colleagues gave chase after our invaders and they starting shooting each other using guns. But it seems rather scary. I even shouted out for Tay Ping Hui for his safety cos one of the invaders were about to shoot him lol. Then I remember how useless I felt because I failed to protect my family. Lol weird dream eh? Anyway I'm feeling abit groggy and tired now. I'm getting older huh seems like it. The fact that school is going to reopen on Monday kind of stresses me at times. I feel scared lol. Guess I'm not the only one though. Not sure if I'm starting to get pressurised or what because I haven't been sleeping well lately ever since my insomnia strikes me. And I feel terrible once I wake up every morning because my body feels so warm and heaty and then I'll sneeze and sneeze. Probably just some morning syndrome I get all the time. But I think compared to my brothers' condition I'm apparently the worst of all because I feel really terrible at times. Like just now, I sneezed and the mucus now is yellow in colour. Wtf sounds gross right sorry. Oh and there is always this weird sound in my eyes when I press against it. Guess I'm the only person on Earth who experiences this kind of problem. And my eyes feel like they have been punched a million times. And suddenly I'm so afraid of school. Wtf is wrong with me seriously. Sigh. Going back to the suffering times again cos we'll all be busy with school work. Stress until cannot breathe LOL but then again, I think it'll turn out sweet hehehe. I DON'T SAY. But I know working in the society is even worst than schooling. Those bosses out there are fucking demanding. One year, not very long, not too short either. It's the last teenage year as well. I guess by the time when we're near graduation, I'll cry like fuck, tear like there's no tomorrow! Sometimes when I think about it I feel so scared. Maybe that's one of the reasons why I get insomnia at times...

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