I guess one of my biggest weakness in me is that I can't be swag about certain things which affect me greatly - my emotions. So when certain nights like this happen just like right now, I'm kind of like having insomnia and that's when the time I'll be reflecting things I've done so far. Sometimes I just can't find the right words to express how I exactly feel to make people understand, not that I want to bottle up. That's when I feel frustrated with myself. Sometimes I thought I've made the best plan ever but eventually things will go haywire and I hold it against myself for being such a noob ass and then it causes unhappiness out of myself. And I feel so sorry that I can't control my emotions at times, affecting those who mean so much to me in my heart, in my life. Certain feelings, certain things and certain people are just irreplaceable. Family especially mum, friends and you[ya know who]. These people whom I can't afford to lose. And not forgetting you of course, yeah you really occupy this big part of my life. I mean like, seriously, it's impossible to go by a day without thinking about you or not talking to you. Hmmmmm. I've so much to say but I guess it's preferably not to blog it out on the web. :/

Labels: Bitch please I hope for this "pms" period to be over soon.