Hello, my first post for the month. :)

Life's going to be torturous until mid november. Okay, I've so much to say but I don't know where to begin. Each time I logged in to blog, I will just stare at the blank screen and nothing comes out from my mind. But I know!! I've really got lots of things to say. Just that I've suffered a mental block, probably because of exam.

I've been losing sleep because of Prelim Two, I studied soooo hard, I've put in so much effort, but my result turns out to be bad. Well, I must admit that I've put in effort and done my best. Actually, I didn't really prepare myself well for certain subjects this time round, so this explains why there is de-provement. My L1B4 for Prelim one was 16. Oooooo, my favourite number!! :D
For Prelim 2, I can roughly predict, it's going to be bad. =(

Just one day before part two of Prelim 2, I fell ill and I was down with heavy flu, running nose, blocked nose, high fever and whatsoever. The reason why I fell sick was because of exam again. I know, it must be due to my preparation of prelim two. I forced my brain to absorb and digest all the knowledge that was in my textbook, notes and worksheets, every second without fail. So there were many consecutive days that I turned in at 3am every night. No, it's supposed to be in the morning already. And I've never taken a good rest even in the day. My eyes hurt because it's been glued to the books for a super long time.

Last Saturday, I still vividly remember I slept at 4am because of my art. Perhaps you never know, that being an art student isn't easy. Many things have to be done for our preparatory work. So because of prelim 2, again, I stayed up late in the night to complete my prep work for the exam as soon as possible. There's really no time to slack, nor to take a good break at all.

This is tiring. Anyway, I'm currently still on medication. I've visited the doc twice before the start of the exam. Initially mum told me not to sit for the exam. So she phoned Ms Chen and asked about the resit. But Ms Chen said there's no resit for the papers at all. I've no choice but to sit for the papers. After all, I've studied so hard for chemistry, from day to night and it took up my sleeping time. How could I have not sat for this irritating paper? I die-die also must take this exam!!!!!!

So five days passed. Ms chen told us to take a really really good break for these 3 days. Yes, she's absolutely right. I should put aside all my assessments and revision stuffs and do whatever I feel like doing. Merely 38 days left to the actual exam. But throughout the 38 days, if you're given a chance that you could do anything to relax yourself and get into the right frame of mind for Os, why not?

:D