I missed going online. But what can I do? I really have no time. We have so much things to do, yet our time is so limited. How I wish so badly that there was 48 hours per day!

I tried so hard to fork out some time to do the things I want to do, eventually I'm still tied up with school assignments, mock exams and now the coming Prelim One. Nah, it's not coming. It's already began 2 days back, which was on Thursday and I sat for HCL paper.

I can only say that my standard for Chinese has dropped, or rather, I've never shown any slight improvement in my mother tongue at all. Well, I did my best.

After pondering for months what course I want to take up after O levels, I finally came to a decision of taking a course which is related to mother tongue. After all, I prefer chinese. Mainly because I'm from a family which speaks mandarin more than english and I've gotten so used to it.

I wish to get into Ngee Ann Polytechnic for the Chinese Media & Animation programme which, from there, I will be able to get in touch with chinese media broadcasting and experience the life of being a vj or deejay. Ha, sounds cool eh? :D

Secondly, perhaps considering accountancy too. But I've to say this is difficult because it requires a better english standard. Well, study is never easy. To get a living is even more difficult.

Do you know something? There will be a mock exam for a particular subject every monday morning. And I bet the students are lacking enough sleeps because we have to mug every single day and every single second. And I wonder if other schools have mock exams as well? In any case, it's good to add some pressure on ourselves. But excess pressure will only make us go haywire. Okay, just want to pinpoint my heartfelt thoughts.

A small reminder for myself - there'll be geography mock exam on this coming monday. *faints*

&For your information, my Prelim One will resume again from 12 to 18 May, then lessons as usual from 19 to 29 May, and again the resume of exam from 22 to 26 June. I'm sure you have a better idea of my exam timetable right? So this speaks the reason why my Prelim One only ends on June! Thank God, we still have one week of June holidays to take a breather, okay I should be glad enough. :]

Last but not least, I guess it's a regret that we're not able to celebrate Jerlina's birthday. T.T
Nevertheless, we'd still like to wish you a happy early birthday and hope that you'll excel in your studies! We'll remain as the best of friends. :]

Off to mug again, sian! :(
My "chores" are never ending. :(

In future, I just hope that you'll get the facts right first before you come to any conclusion.
I'd never want to let history repeat itself again. Frankly speaking, I'm really upset over it and my mood is seriously affected by you, for you failed to understand me despite you've known me for years.

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