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Saturday, November 18, 2006
hey guys...sorry! haven`t been updating recently! am kinda lazy to blog and there's oso nth to update anyway. so i will just pick up some random topics to talk about it..well,my darl gave me a topic - '' regrets '' on the other day when i was holding a conversation with her..hmm..a good topic to start with..so i will just shoot bah...
hmm..talking about regrets,i`m sure everyone will have at least one right?for me,i tink i've got lots of them. & one of them is about exam results. well,no one lyks studies {except for a few maybe?} and wats more there are so many subjects to take up...isnt tt stressful? oh,not forgetting o levels,streaming etc etc...sigh~ okay,kind of off-topic already. anyway back to topic,regrets. my veh first regret is that i always blame myself for not doing my humble best during exam periods. as in always just finished up my last-minute revision on it and then sat for the paper for the next day yep. i know that was not the correct attitude though. so i did tell myself umpteen times that i have to study hard in order to get good jobs and good pays in the future. but alas,i don`t think i have kept the promise to myself. whenever i got back my lousy results and i started to regret for not studying hard enough. but thinking back,i think there is also no point regretting it right? it's nobody's fault but just to blame it on yourself. you know! there was once i flunked my maths veh badly. well shouldn`t say it happened donkey years ago because it happened last year only,probably mid-year or so. and i remembered i only got 35 for my maths paper. tt`s quite a big blow for me though. cause i just simply can`t believe its only 35 okay! well i know i can`t put the blame on my brother too. im partly to be blamed. cause the day before i sat for my maths examination,he tried his best to explain to me the sums tt i wasn`t so sure how to solve. so he was lyk explaining continuously until i got it right. time passed so quickly and it was 9+ le bah. so i was getting quite impatient and began to panic..{i used to panic whenever i cant get things done} den i was kind of distracted and couldn`t concentrate anymore. & i was thinking '' oh shush...it`s already so late and i haven`t even started on the other revisions yet... '' seriously,i dun even understand a single thing he`s trying to say. and i was super dumb at tt time can! den my brother was sorta pek cek with wasting up so much of his time teaching and explaining to me already den in the end he decided to give up. he even told my mum i was bound to fail my paper for tmr veh badly. and lyk wat he said,i really flunked and flunked until veh badly. i couldn`t believe my ears when i heard my teacher told the class i was the lowest. den everyone was lyk so astonished. and due to the maths result,my grades pulled down a lot. so i've tried veh hard to pull up my socks. but after this incident,i think i did learn something from it too. i have learnt that we really have to pay a lot for it and put in lotsa efforts to get good results. lols -_-'''' joking joking.. xP People have to go through hardships in order to succeed. smilez,=)) |
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